Reality Bites

Have you ever cross a hi-way with lots of cars passing by and all of sudden you go back to own intuition and found yourself walking in the middle of busy way? When you realized that you are in danger, you see one fast car approaching your way and suddenly, you were bumped by a car. Your body is like a broken piece of glass that falls from a hand of child. When you wake up, you thought that you were dead already but the bad side is, you've got amnesia. You lost everything in your memory and your brain in like a blank check. In this case, how could you help yourself....

Recently I was suffering from a sudden emotional battle in my life where I'm having a hard time to accept the reality. Reality bites and I know it's really hard to accept a certain fact. A fact that for so long I've waited but still the fact that crushes me down and get me weak on my knees. As I moved, I hope that history will not repeat itself coz it's not acceptable for me to look like a shit at the end. It's time for me to face the facts that my life is not dependent on world full of idiocracy and mockery. I have invested time and patience but I guess it's not enough.

Am I ranting again? Seems so, just wanna outcry this emotional stress that keeps me off. There are things that I really cannot accept for now and soon it will be over.

As I walk on this era in my life, the only thing that I can tell to myself is that soon it will be gone and over. Everything will be okay and I need to accept the worse and face the life that awaits on me.

Whew! the weather is hot and my burning stress is on flame! Catch me oh Lord! Thanks for everything and all the challenges I've been thru!