So much to say....

I sandwich you!

2010-09-12T21:19:00.000+08:00

Weekend is over! I had a wonderful rest at home on Sunday. I have watched different movies. I had finished ironing my clothes as well. After that, I watched another movies and it's so cute hahaha. The movie "Love & Sex" is so funny.It talks about relationship, love, sex and friendship. As one of the line in the movie: "Love is an ecstacy and agony" :p exactly hehehehe..

I just finished my dinner, as usual, rice and mackarel fish:D Im all set and ready for tomorrow's work, hahahahaha.

All acccomplished for this week, I shopped, cleaned my closet, wrapped my balikbayan box and send it to Manila again, cleaned my room, cook my food and what else hmmm chat with friends, family and love ones:D LOL

Since winter is coming, Im preparing for my winter clothes, Im starting to clean wash some winter coat and stuffs:) Need to be prepare for this upcoming season. I havent used all my summer stuff and here comes the Winter hahaha, too bad, I think I can only use most of my summer clothes in Pinas when I get back there in Dec:D

Yeyeh, Im so excited about it. We hope we can get a cheap flight back home. You know too many expenses on my new cutie lil house:D I bet more boxes will be ship to Phil for my stuff. I want it to be design and decorated by stuffs that I like, even from kitchewares up to single nail in my house LOL:d As long as Im here, I can buy what I want for my house:D For now, I need it to be finish soon. When I go back there, I will stay in my new house! Presto! Im excited and hope God will allow me to continue my house amortization:)

Well it's gettin late now, need to have some rest. Bye for now everyone and have a happy Sunday:) Ciao!

Watta Weekend!

2010-09-05T20:14:00.004+08:00

Weekend is over, work work work again! hehehe better to have it than none at all:D. Hows my weekend? Well on Saturday, I just roam around Caoxi area to buy some lil stuff. Also, I bought a short that I really like, good thing it fits on me hahahaha:)

Well shopping is ok, as long as within my budget? So what's my budget? I dunno hahahaha, anyway, I recently purchased some home stuff for my new home in Cavite. Im a bit excited though. I hope it's Christimas already.

I got a back pain due to the wrong sleeping position, or maybe because of the fan that was focus on my back plus add to that is the pressure of the stuff I bought last time and carry it up on 6flr without elevator, my bad:D

Yesterday, I almost slept at around 3am, OMG, really late hahahahaha, just because of my sentiments that excites me to go on and stay longer, Im still chatting while in bed hahaha, that's why so late ever than before. Now, Im planning to sleep early to et back to the missing energy hehhehehe. So I need to finish my blogging before the time's up hahahaha:D

Recently, I have this feeling that I will go back to same page where I use to be, hahahaha, Rheena wanted to try it again? LOL, let me see, let me see and it's coming soon:)

Now, Im managing my finances well coz I need to prepare for the big expense for my new house. I will gonna spend more than I think off, haha, Ive better think twice before buying something:)

So much for this, gotta go now! Times up:) Nytnyt everyone:)

"Ber" months - Christmas is coming

2010-09-01T22:28:00.004+08:00

Geez, I'm so excited, when I woke this morning and open my laptop to watch the early morning news, OMG, it's the first time I heard Christmas songs, oh, I love it. I feel so excited about it coz Im planning to go back to Philippines for vacation on Christmas. My heartbeat is like a speed of kamikaze due to excitement hahahaha:)) Too exag isnt it? LOL

Anyway, Im glad to know that it's "BER" months already and 115 days to go before Christmas. Im preparing for early shopping hahahaha:))

At the start of BER months, I'm planning to create my after shift schedule, hahaha, it's funny that Im still working on a schedule to properly manage my time. Here are the propose schedule after work:

1. When I arrived at home, cook, prepare for my pack lunch, then eat - estimated time 1 hr
2. Check email, chat, update FB - 1 hr
3. Play Farmtown - 30 mins
4. Business activities - 1 hr
5. Blogging - 30 mins

(Alternative options, review my Mandarin notes - 30 mins, online shopping - 1 hr). Geezzzz, so little time, so many things to do hahaha.

But at the top of that, of course, God is my top priority. So here is the final steps: Eat, Love, Pray:)

So far, Im aiming to do the 5 activities after work in order to maintain my balance life, Im enjoy life as I wanted it to be. Stay happy and be happy all the time. God is so great! I owe it to HIM.

Tired!

2010-08-31T22:52:00.003+08:00

Whew, feel so tired, I want to sleep early hahaha, but I'm still blogging. Anyway, we had our Mandarin Class, it's great to learn new things and learn how to speak a little Chinese hahaha, after so many years of living in China, it's my first time to attend the Mandarin lesson. Before, Im just planning and this time, it's free! hehehee.

While watching the TV series "Magkaribal" - one punch line that caught my attention is the phrase "Kung mahal ka na, ipaglalaban ka nya, eto yung time pra mapakita nya syo na mahal ka nya..." awwww, it's true, coz I believe that we are the one who are deciding, we are the one who are choosing our action. I totally agree on that. Coz sometimes when we love someone, we tend to become a giver. We give everything until we realized that nothing left on us:) Well, it's normal to learn in the hard way as they say:) We learn as we commit mistakes and risen on those times of trouble.

Hmm what else, hostage taking is still a hot topic, I believe everyone has their own point of views. But whats the point of saying our view if we ourselves cant start to change. People say, rant, complain, pin pointing, washing hands, blaming etc, but my question is whats the point? Does it make any help or any difference at all? What we need is to sympathize with those people who expressed their deep grievances towards the issue. We need someone to accept that there is a fault in between and hope someone take onwership of that. I cant blame other people for that they saw on news, it's correct that we only knew what we saw, but if you take a look at the whole scenario, whole and exact story behind those scenes we can understand it.Like the saying goes, when we look at the telescope, we are not just looking at the object but we also need to look at the other side of that.

For those Filipinos working abroad, we just need to take care of ourselves and stop boasting your attitude to public, beware and take care. We are "lao wai" in this country, so act and be good as always.

It's getting late and I need to sleep. Need to get back the missing energy that Ive lost. Hehehehe, nytnyt everyone and have a nice day ahead for whereever you are!

Overspending Me!

2010-08-26T22:04:00.005+08:00

I'm thinking of that these stuffs, I haven't wear them at all, but since I'm an impulsive buyer at all times, I'm giving it as my early Christmas gift to myself. Too much spending I believe hahaha :)) Rheena loves shopping and all the items I bought are still in my closet, haven't use them all, so I'm planning to use it soon for any upcoming event hahaha LOL!

3M = More Money for ME

2010-08-26T21:32:00.005+08:00

It's a tiring day. I dunno why I feel so weak and tired today. Maybe because I take OT yesterday, or lack sleep or maybe its emotional stress? Hmm could be, feel too emo this day.

Ive been thinking much this week brought by the issue on August 23 tragedy. Too bad to hear the aftermath effect of those incident. Im too affected coz Ive watch it live and see how tragic it was.

Now, another incident happened. Our landlord is asking again for a house rent increase, OMG, I really wanna move out soon and look for a house with elevator, so soon if we dont agree on the price, we're planning to move out.

Out of nothing, a glimpse in my mind...a question that keeps on lingering on my mind... I dunno why most people think that I have a lot of money, Im thinking, is that because of the things I have, the clothes/shoes I wear, the house I live, my lifestyle or because I'm happy. I dont think material things matters, coz everyone have it and everyone can buy it. So Im thinking all things comes naturally because this is my choice and Im so positive on things. You can have same aura if you only choose to be. If people can only see what Ive been thru, I bet you will not say same thing. Coz sometimes, we only see the facade but not the inner loops. I dont wanna eleborate more but let me keep things in silence. I'm just wondering why? Better say it to me like that so that more will come hehehe:))

Just wanna assure that being contented is not because of your bank account or for the things that you have. All of those will fade if you don't believe in Him and do you don't know how to use that gift given by our Lord.

Anyway, thats life:) It's gettin late and need some rest. Good night everyone! Ciao! Be positive at all times!

Hostage Taking...So Tragic :((

2010-08-23T23:35:00.001+08:00

It was really a tragic situation to kill lives. I was so upset and really sad to hear the bad news about the hostage taking in Manila, foreigners were victims of this tragedy. My heartfelt to those who helplessly died, eventhough there are still survivors but the lives of other people were being taken againts their will. SO shame to hear that news.

I know the hostage taker is wrong, he did it out of his anger or maybe no choice at all. God, please forgive him for all his sins, for he doesn't know what he is doing. He died on that scene too. May he rest in peace and all other who died too.

In the contrary, we cant blame all to the hostage taker, we all know its wrong but I believe he has some issues that he wants to raise due to his dismissal. Much more deep dive analysis should be done to further clarify all the issues.

I never thought that it will end up like this, and who does, right? A friend just mentioned it to me this lunch time, and I thought that it would be over in the afternoon but until I got home, OMG, still in critical sit.

Sigh, HK & CN Govt release a black travel ban alert to Philippines. So I'm thinking how is it going to be living in China if they know if you are from Philippines? I hope it wouldn't be that hard. So good luck to all of us who are working here.

For now, our prayers could help, stop complaing, pin pointing or blaming. It wouldn't help. Prayer can!

My Birthday Bash 2010

2010-08-18T20:27:00.006+08:00

My 31st Birthday in Shanghai China!

Just a quick drop by, sorry a bit busy lately and my birthday had past, too tired and still coping up for the lost energy on my special day.

It was such a nice birthday that I've had, I invited friends to come and celebrate it with me. Geez, I miss those times hahahaha:)

You've gotta check our pics during my birthday. More post will come soon:)

Let's do the Dew!

2010-08-10T23:06:00.002+08:00

It was a tiring Tuesday! We just finished half day business review, work on PMP, pending items, QTRIP, analysis and mandarin class. Whew! Wo hen lei! It means "Im so tired". Hahaha =))

I got home late due to the late mandarin class that I have. When I got home, I need to drop by on supermarket to buy some shrimp for my pack lunch tomorrow. Hehehe, actually, I dont eat my dinner coz I feel bloated by the Coco Naicha that I drunk this afternoon.

Oh btw, I was so amazed on the new Dew drinks that I bought. Im not sure if Im just not aware of it but I was really stunned of the color and shape, hahaha:) I just share the picture, thou Im not promoting that brand hahaha:))

Ops it's getting late and I need to sleep early. I just check my mail, FB and blog. Trying to get back to blogging. Trying to write all the nonsense thing that lingers on my mind hahahaha. A stress reliever and a break free hobby hehehe.

Anyway, I need to go bed now, my eyes is now shutting off, hahaha Ciao!

I heart Monday!

2010-08-09T22:17:00.003+08:00

Hey, Monday is about to finish, for tomorrow is another day. As usual on Monday I really feel lethargic hahaha.

It's already 10pm here and my mouth feels like it's craving for something to eat. I have eaten a lot of broccoli gratin that I prepared for dinner and eat some chicha hahahaha:))

This week will be very busy coz Im planning to take my VL on Friday. Either wholeday of halfday, Im still on VL, so I need to rush some work to meet the deadline before I left on Thursday. Anyway lets not talk about work on Monday, remember I feel lethargic haahahaha:))

Last Sunday, Im so busy fixing some stuff and also preparing for my upcoming birthday bash, it would be a small get together with other close friends to be held this coming Saturday. Im so excited about it. Even other frends left SH and in Manila right now, I know they are happy on their chosen life, thus, Im happy for them too. For early preparation, most of the ingredients that I need was purchased already and some other meat can be buy on Saturday morning. I know I need to fix alot of stuff and other friends will come here to help on preparation. Geez, Im really excited. I dunno why, but I always celebrate my bday on small gathering. I love to see all frends gather and share laughters and memories.

Out of my busy schedule, I do my self pictorial coz Im choosing the clothes that I need to wear on Saturday, so I did some pictorials but Im still thinking what to wear haahaa, coz I will be busy on preparation, so I dont think I still have time on those stuff.

Anyway, it's getting late, I need to sleep early coz I have a business review tomorrow with MS. I need to prepare for the speech and presentation hahahaha:))
Geez, tomorrow is our Mandarin Class too, so I cant go home early hahahaha:))
Well anyway, I just need to sleep now and thanks for the wonderful Monday! I love it! LOL.

2nd Mandarin Class

2010-08-03T22:41:00.002+08:00

It's our 2nd week of Mandarin Class, As usual, it's been a struggle hahhaha:)) but it was so funny and exciting to learn new words. Eventhough I went home late, it's just fine. Soon maybe I need to take OT for the coming days to finish other tasks.

It will be such a busy days for me. I hope everything will be fine soon.

Oh btw, I manage not to eat heavy this dinner, I just ate fruits haha. So tomorrow I dont have lunch pack as well. I'm thinking what to eat at lunch:d

Anyway, it's getting late and feel so sleepy. Gotta go now! Ciao!

Ohhh its Hoootttt!

2010-08-02T22:25:00.002+08:00

OMG, it is really hot in here! Geez, sweating in morning and at night! My aircon is not working well, my fan is now on highest level, but cant bear the heat. I called landlord and will fix it this weekend. Sigh!

I cant sleep! the heat is on! I hope the aircon will soon be fine..good luck.

Anyway, another manic monday had passed and 4 more days to go haha. I love friday, isnt it obvious hahaha LOL. Monday is just an ordinary day, yet so lazy to work. I cant even think of something to blog on. I just know I feel uncomfy coz of the heat. So now, Im thinking, how can i survive in Pinas haha, I think the temp here is much higher than pinas, see its 39 deg. OMG! hahahaha, very hot:)

Anyway, I just need to bear with it coz after 2 months, winter is coming. I love the Autumn season, not to cold nor too hot.

I feel sleepy though but still hot :(( I need to rest early coz I have work for tomorrow. Ciao!

Great weekend!

2010-08-01T22:34:00.001+08:00

Weeww! Weekend is over, for tomorrow is another manic monday. Last Saturday I went to one of the shopping mall here in Shanghai, the place is called Foxtown in Songjiang area, and hey what, that place is too far, we took 1.5 hours just to get there. OMG its really far coz the buz fare is 7rmb, imagine how far it is coz normally the bus only cost 2rmb and it's like Im happing a trip to other nearby cities hahahaha:))

I went there with a chinese friend and as usual, I bought something again. As an early gift to myselft, I bought pink lacoste back pack, i just found it cute, but i have think twice about it coz I still have a lot of bags that I haven't used hahaha but this time, maybe, i was attracted to the color and besides only few back pack that I have hahahaa:)) I also bought some for christmas gifts.

It was such a tiring day though I've accomplished a lot of things on Saturday.

This Sunday, I also did a lot of chores, clean my room, laundry day, went to back, bought my weekly foods and again prepare for my dinner and lunch for tomorrow. I cooked beef steak ahihihi:))

I also called in Pinas and talked to my family. Now I just finishing chatting and surfing net.

It was such a great weekend though Im tired hehehe:))
Hey, btw, I feel so excited coz my birthday is coming, I wanna celebrate it with friends and I will be preparing different dishes, so Im a bit excited eventhough some other friends left already.

It's time to go now. Thanks and have a nice day ahead everyone:)

My Happiness

2010-07-31T09:06:00.000+08:00

I tend to live in a simple yet happy life. I begin to appreciate small things and turn bad memories into happiness. In everything we do in our life we need to be happy. It starts from simple appreciation up to acceptance.

As you know, we are created by God with brain much higher than heart, brain that can think and choose. Choose whatever option we want to choose, which road to take, which action to do and which word to say. Everything that happen to us is an effect of previous action. Do not ever blame to someone or to somebody the effect of the action we choose. Sometimes, we found ourselves lock into that position where we blame others, but have you ever asked ourselves why? Every time I experience different things, instead of blaming others, I asked myself why, what have I done, what makes me feel like this etc...Those questions that also comes right infront of me, just like a fixed questions that I need to answer.

After I have answered those questions, I tend to reflect then finally decide. Decide if I really wanna be happy or sad. Ahihihi, then finally I came across to a final stage and told myself, "RHEENA, enjoy life - you are lucky to be the chosen one!" LOL, I feel I’m the chosen one, I feel lucky coz I came to this realization, a lesson learn on everything I do. Feel so great that new lesson comes my way.

So long...

2010-07-28T22:29:00.002+08:00

Whew! it's getting late here, 10:30pm here in Shanghai to be exact. I've been looking for a possible proxy to work to all of my fav links hahahaa:)) I've finally got one and I love it =))

Well hows me? Still same, happy go lucky girl whos motive in life is to live life to fullest and be happy. Let me start a few story. I just realized I've been staying here in SH for more than 4 years and sad to say, I'm lazy to study their language. I know it's really hard to live in a foreign country where you cant speak their tongue. As so I am now, starting to study basic mandarin class offered by our company. Too basic as it may be but I need to practise or else Im cold cats again. LOL. We've just attended 1 session and another session on next week. Too hard at the beginning but eventually, soon ill get use to that :))

Oh, I heard that Manila is under heavy rain. I hope my fellow kababayans are ok there. So traumatic it may seems coz Philippine have been devasted by nature's call. Take care and let's pray for the good weather soon.

I feel so excited now and I dont know why? is that because of the KISS? Keep it smart and simple as it use to be! hahhahaha.

BTW, for dinner I just had fish lumpia, mushroom with veggies and fried dangit. I feel so lazy these days. Maybe I need to set my mind about the diet Im doing lately hahhahaa. I really want to coz when I compare my clothes before, OMG, all I can say is OMG!- it doesnt fit anymore. So now instead of procrastinating about some odd, I just bought new set of clothes with big sizes, isnt it funny how I handle it! LOL. I really love shopping though. My friends thought I save a lot but in fact, not much, coz shopping is there! But of corz, I need to be balance. Thats my target for next time. Maybe this time, every month, I will just increased my budget for the things I'd like to buy hahhahaa. Actually when I open my closet, there are still clothes inside the paper bag and still inside the plastic, tags are there. Ooooh Rheena this is bad! I know I know I know. Im just thinking thats a compensation for all the hard word Ive been. Now I'm wondering, how can I wear all of them hahahahaha:)) Isn't it too early to shop for Autumn, I think so! hahhahaa.

Anyway, enough for those funny stories. I feel so sleepy. I need to have a rest coz on weekends, Rheena will be busy preparing something on my bday! - Just a thought, I decided to celebrate my bday at home, I think that much sweet coz I will cook for my visitors hahahahaa, only few close friends are invited though.

Gotta go my beloved blog, we'll see each other again. Night night! muahhhhh:)

Shame on Me!

2010-07-21T23:42:00.001+08:00

OMG, I finally accessed my blogsite, gosh promise, I realy miss blogging. Yipee, now that I can access it, im good to go hahahaha:))

Well, so many things changed, happened and even ended. Ive got lot of stories to tell, experience to share and moments to remember.

As an update, I'm still here in Shanghai China, living in this wonderful land for almost 5 years now, yet never learned to speak good Chinese hahhahaa:)) Weather is getting hot, yet we just need to enjoy it since Summer will last only for a short period of time. Physically, I gain more weight and try to cope up in shape (I wish I could) hahahahaa:))

What else? hmmm, Rheena changed? Yes, I believed so. I learned a lot, a lesson that taught me to become good, matured and responsible RHEENA. I'll share it next time, coz its gettin late here and I feel so sleepy.

I will paused first and will continue blogging and rolling on my beloved site. Thanks for dropping by if ever u catch and save this link on your favorites. I know you did LOL:))

Nytnyt everyone and hope everyone is fine:)

I'm back!

2010-03-09T22:13:00.002+08:00

Hey hey hey, it's been a long time since I'd wrote on my blog. I really miss blogging. Blogspot still blocked in China.

Anyway, things had change, Rheena has change, her mind turned out to be more matured. A lot of changes happen for a reason. I'm trying to enjoy my life, my job and all the things that I have. EVerytime I think of not so good things, Im trying to think the other way around. Im trying to convince myself that all the things that happen to me is my choice. All kinds of emotion that I have is an effect of all of my previous actions. Im trying to be positve all the time. I know Im not perfect, I'm a sinner and only human, born to make mistake and learn from it. Ive got to learn a lot of things in life. I also stop complaining about alot of things that doesnt go along with the things I want. So many stories to tell but Im sure that Rheena change a lot. A change for betterment!

Eventhough Im so much tired and busy with work. I can still enjoy my life. As simple as it maybe but I choose it to be like that:)

For all the bad things, lets forget about it and move on. Be happy all the time.

Oh btw, the weather here is still cold, winter on spring season hahaha, raining and snowing at the same time heehehehe:))

Total Eclipse of the Heart

2009-07-21T22:23:00.004+08:00

What a busy and hectic sked I have this week. Seems to many things to do but so little time hehehe:) Eventhough I know that I have a lot of things to do, I must know which one is important. As the book that I read says that in order to be effective people, we must know how to manage our time by knowing which one is important and urgent.

Recently, I found myself enjoying the life that I have, I dont bring work at home, I manage my time, I enjoy my single blessedness, I know where to put myself and I also do what I can do:) As they say, being happy is our choice! I know many people will disagree and might asked some question on this, but if you were able to read some passages from the book "Stop worrying and Start Living" and for some other books that I've read, all of them were saying same thing, when we feel happy, we choose to be happy. When I apply it on my daily life, I can see before the way I think on things, it was limited to what I see and what I feel. It turn out that after a couple of comtemplating, I finally realized that all the pains, hardship, loneliness, unhappiness, all of those things are our choice. I know that I should look on the other way around, be positive and most of all not to lose any faith with Him no matter what.

As I move to a new journey in my life, I can say that Im ready to face the new challenges and trials that might lead me to a better and new me:)

Well, tomorrow Shanghai is the best spot for total eclipse. I hope the weather will be fine so we can see it clearly. I need to go to bed, as early as now so I can wake up early and go to office early so I still have the change to witness the eclipse that only happen for a decades or century. I already prepare my cam and my film hahahahaha. I hope it will work.

Need to go to bed now. Thanks for the time reading my blog:) Nytnyt everyone yet good morning in some part of the world.

Reality Bites

2009-07-15T21:14:00.002+08:00

Have you ever cross a hi-way with lots of cars passing by and all of sudden you go back to own intuition and found yourself walking in the middle of busy way? When you realized that you are in danger, you see one fast car approaching your way and suddenly, you were bumped by a car. Your body is like a broken piece of glass that falls from a hand of child. When you wake up, you thought that you were dead already but the bad side is, you've got amnesia. You lost everything in your memory and your brain in like a blank check. In this case, how could you help yourself....

Recently I was suffering from a sudden emotional battle in my life where I'm having a hard time to accept the reality. Reality bites and I know it's really hard to accept a certain fact. A fact that for so long I've waited but still the fact that crushes me down and get me weak on my knees. As I moved, I hope that history will not repeat itself coz it's not acceptable for me to look like a shit at the end. It's time for me to face the facts that my life is not dependent on world full of idiocracy and mockery. I have invested time and patience but I guess it's not enough.

Am I ranting again? Seems so, just wanna outcry this emotional stress that keeps me off. There are things that I really cannot accept for now and soon it will be over.

As I walk on this era in my life, the only thing that I can tell to myself is that soon it will be gone and over. Everything will be okay and I need to accept the worse and face the life that awaits on me.

Whew! the weather is hot and my burning stress is on flame! Catch me oh Lord! Thanks for everything and all the challenges I've been thru!

When the going gets tough...

2009-07-11T08:21:00.001+08:00

Good morning everyone. Thanks God it's Saturday hehehehe. Finally, I was able to access my blogspot using other proxy, last time I also use proxy to access it buy seems it was block as well here in China. Many websites has been blocked here in China coz govt wants to control everything:)

Well, I really miss my nonsense writing. I can use proxy to access it by seems cannot modify the font, ahihihi, so please bear with my font for now...

Anyway, there is still nothing new about me, Im just busy with the small business in Manila. You can check this out if you are interested http://picasaweb.google.com/bags4sale.sh.

With my work, still the same, hanging by a moment. So better enjoy the days here in SH.

Have a nice day everyone!

Festival means Vacation!

2009-06-01T21:51:00.002+08:00

Not feeling good lately. Maybe because of too much rest or stress hahahaha:)) China celebrated Dragon Festival last Thurs-Saturday. A holiday season for us hehehe, though I need to work on Sunday to pay for that holiday:) I really feel tired and restless, coz Im a busy person, as in bee-see hahaha:D

Well, Im really afraid of H1N1, coz u know here in Shanghai, I think once it started to spread out, it would be easy to pass to anyone. Good thing it's still controllable. But who knows, govt can control it anyway. So even I have colds, I need to be careful. I used to travel by subway where lots of people so spreading of virus is easy. Anyway, I hope I will be okay soon.

October is coming and another holiday season will come. I'm still thinking of something, hope it will be push through.

I feel dizzy coz of my colds and needs some rest. Nyt Nyt everyone!

My nonsense thingy!

2009-05-11T22:03:00.002+08:00

I hope its weekends already! I really feel tired. I think I need a break. I need to chillax! Need to free my mind and soul. I've been pre occupied by something that I dunno, hahhahaa:d for sure its a nonsense thingy again!

Well, we've just finish MBR and sigh, never ending!

I relly feel sleep now and will post some other time on my beloved blog!

Thanks everyone for dropping by! Have a nice night or day ahead wherever you are!

Stop worrying and start living...

2009-05-05T22:44:00.004+08:00

Everyone is experiencing economic crisis. My friend says, it's really hard to find a stable job now a days. Some fellas and foes lose and might loose job soon, same as me. I might be thrown back to my land sooner or later. It's a bit hard to lose my day time job cause the other source my business is here. Actually, I'm not afraid of what will happen to my career here in Shanghai. My Rich Dad & Poor Dad prepare me for this kind of battle and my good adviser from "Stop worrying and start living" help me to become a better person. I dont need to worry all my life. It will just kill me at early age hehehe:d I would suggest to everyone to read that book and it's really nice. I hate reading books actually but this book drives me to read and learn more. So Im really proud of myself when I finish a book eventhough it took me 2-3 months to finish it hahaha:D

I hope that everyone ,who worry, may God gave them more strength, will and determination to face the reality. Be strong kid! We are warriors of our battle and we need to overcome it. I just prayed that everyone who worry may find peace of mind and happiness. To my dearest friend who is suffering from a great worry, I'm just here around the corner. If you need a friend to listen, I'm just here.

Be positive, as I always say to myself and everything will follow:) Good night everyone.

The Mask

2009-05-04T22:39:00.002+08:00

It's nice to be back from the track. I was recently so busy as usual. I'm busy at work on day time and busy on my small business at night. Talking and talking to great people around the world just to survive the economic crisis hahaha. Well if you think Im in a call center, yes I am, but im not answering phone calls or emails. Im just monitoring them hehehehe:d

I feel happy for all the people who consistently reading my blog and keep on reading any updates on me and some interesting and sometimes nonsense story of my life:D

Everyday, I wanted to be positive, to think right and to be on the correct side. I dont want to think about negative vibes for it really doesnt help me at all, but to you tell you the truth, it's really hard to fight for that battle.

Anyway, just want to remind everyone of the Swine Flu, here in Shanghai, there is one reported case and its alarming. Actually in preparation for that, I already bought my own mask and sanitizer, but the thing is, I'm a bit of ashame to wear the mask in the subway, coz i know everyone will be looking at me hahahaha, I dunno how to start wearing it:D

It's gettin late and need to catch up for tomorrow day time job! I need to sleep and thank you everyone for reading my blog. I hope by this lil writing can help you ease your painful day. Good night and good day everyone!

Damn Reasoning!

2009-05-02T21:31:00.002+08:00

Whew! It really take a lot of courage to admit a thing. I think we're just going in circles and your illogical reasoning doesnt give me a damn valid path. It would be better to leave things up to this point where I felt being used and misused. So funny that I'm too good to be true to you but I cant take it anymore. You're caught in the act and here again you explained some bullshit reasoning, hahaha, so funny:D. Dont give me a damn reason anymore. Im not a kid! I really feel pity on you but this time I think it wont work.

Your words are different from your action and it shows. Dont always pretend that you are not into it, but in fact you are! The fact there is that, you are not into to ME! hahahaha! Im lovin it ah! Have a nice one!

Anyway, I dunno wanna talk about bullshit things that going around in loop. Today is raining and I manage to go out to spend time alone thinking and comtemplating on things that bothered me most! Finally got to manage the stress that it brings!

I will be watching DVD just to relax this weekend. Have a nice Saturday everyone! Happy weekend!

Your love is BLIND

2009-04-28T15:08:00.001+08:00

Nice lyrics..juz wanna share it:D Thanks to Emma for sharing this song:D

I see you all the time
Never see you smile
I try to picture what's going on in your mind
He leaves you every night by yourself
He took your love and put it on the shelf
He doesn't really care... how you feel...
You should be moving on girl what's the deal?
I wanna see you out that door... cause girl you know you're worth much more

So baby tell me why you stick around
Always lonely and you only wear a frown
He don't treat you good and you know
The only thing left is for you to go
You shouldn't live a life with someone
When deep inside you know he ain't the one
I don't know what to say no more
I wanna see you out that door

Yah azizi (yo precious) is mahini (listen to me)
I really don't wanna see u cry
Mujko samjho dil peh mat lo (understand me don't take it to heart)
Don't wanna see another tear in your eye
Baby break away
Let him go
I don't know what he's done to you
But I know that it's time to move on
Girl your love is blind

Girl I understand
That you're scared
And you feel that you might never love again
But baby that ain't true
No no no
I know that there some there for you
Someone that will see
That you are worth
An undiscovered treasure on this earth
Girl you know you're worth much more
I wanna see you out that door

Kamikaze

2009-04-27T22:32:00.003+08:00

As the day goes by, as I learn and find things I get hurt, sometimes I just really need to be hurt in order to stop. I really need to cry out loud just to be heard. I need to be quite just to keep my soul apart. I had kept a promise to myself not to do so because at the end I know I cant blame the fire that burn inside.

There are times in my life when I want to be alone, I want to think and be myself. Eventhough I'm alone here in my room, I want to be far far far away. Where someone cant recognize me:D Maybe I need to go to Mars:D

As the day keep moving on, I also need to move on, to go thru that wind that blows my short lil hair. I just stop and sometimes asked myself why? Am I doing this because I want it or because I'm force to do it, sigh. It's really true that we are on a changing world, everything happen for split seconds and something gone like kamikaze. No need to question, no need to ask, just understand people. When I begin to understand people, it would be very hard for me to accept it, but since I dont have a choice, I must say that I need to play the game that life gave me:)

The game that I could never gamble is to live with a happy life with people who truely loves me and care for me. Those people who will not leave me when times of hardship and battleship againts the stormy days.

Sometimes I need to fight and be alone just to know what I really want. I also need to remove all the unreasoned life I had with in the past that doesnt benefit me anyway. I need to be strong for family and first of all to my Beloved God.

It's gettin late now, I need to sleep for tomorrow is another day:)

A Bugs life...

2009-04-22T22:09:00.003+08:00

I feel so awkward when I arrived home, something is bugging me and I need to controll myself. I know I hurt them but I need to say my real emotion. I just cried coz I know Im in pain. I dont wanna have this kind of feeling anymore thats why I keep on asking God to give me more patience and control over my emotions. Good thing finally, I was able to manage it. I dunno wanna hurt them but I know my action did so. My bad yet Im just human, huhuhu!

Whew! I dont wanna ask God for I know He is testing me again and again and I will continue to do my very best. Nice one Bro!

For my back pain, I just really need rest, my back is still aching when Im at the office, meaning there's a lot of stress at work, hahhahaha:d Can I bring my candle and aromatheraphy just to soothe the environment:D hahhahaha

Anyway it's gettin late, just need to have some rest for another busy Thursday! Nytnyt everyone!

Love is a VERB an "action word"

2009-04-20T20:58:00.000+08:00

Do you know that Love is not a noun, it is not only an emotion or feeling. Love is a verb. It's an action word. People define this word on different ways. But for me after all, I came to realize that it's really true that love is an action word. In order for a person to feel the emotion, there should be some actions that needs to be taken place. Action is much louder than voice. You will know someone's reaction by his action. Im definitely sure of that:) I've been there and I witnessed it all. Currently, I'm in pain. In heart and back, it's really painful. I couldnt imagine how people use and reuse someone. You know the feeling that they only used someone when they need it? Something like that hehehe. I'm just observing how things turn out to be like a bubbles in hot spring.

Well, enough for those silly stuff. I dont wanna think and sound negative. I just need to consider myself this time, because too much consideration for others will lead you to expectation and disappointement. I know it coz Ive been there and still sufferring from the pain attack of the silent killer.

I hope all this pain will be gone soon. I've undergo some accupuncture kind of theraphy and it's another experience.

Gotta have some rest now, it's bed time already. Tomorrow is another day for a full time day time job hehehe! I hope my heart and back is not aching anymore ahihihi:D

Goodnight everyone! Have a wonderful sleep and a day ahead for different time zone:)

Everyday I'm learning

2009-04-13T22:02:00.002+08:00

Everyday I'm learning, a lot of things happen everyday and every circumtances, I begin to understand and learn. Even to the deepest down the simpliest way, Ive learned.

A lot of things lingering on my mind and I need to graps a proper hold on to control myself and to put thing on its proper perspective.

Controlling our emotion is the hardest part yet our life is so short and we need to enjoy to the fullest. I've been reading a lot of books and its good to know that it help me to put everything in a right place, however my humanoids sometimes attack and destroy the insanity of a normal being, hahahaha:D

Holy week had passed and it is as normal here in Shanghai, we just went to the church on Easter Sunday to renew our vows. As I stare Jesus Christ on the altar, I feel that all my sorrows are gone. I know that whatever I have right now is not as heavy as what He is carrying. Im ashame that I am a sinner so please forgive me God.

Anyway, the weather is getting fine now. Summer is coming and the heat is on!

It's gettin late now, need to have rest for tomorrow is another battle. Long Live the Queen! Ciao! Lets praise that God has risen to save us from our sins!

Have a nice day/night everyone!

For I am a Sinner

2009-04-07T21:36:00.002+08:00

Hi Everyone, I'm still here....thinking of something to do hahaha, recently I had finished the monthly business review with clients and more to come sigh, never ending reviews so much tiring huh? Im just thinking the other way around not to feel so tired.

Anyway just droppin by to say hello to my blogs. And to all fellas there who consistently visiting my blog, thanks for your time dear friend.

I really feel tired lately and I feel sleepy too. I hope it's weekend time. Hahaha. By the way, yesterday was holiday here in SH to celebrate the Tomb's Day. I was on holiday too, holiday means rest day hehehe.

Well this Lenten season, I will be staying at home on weekends and I will renew my vows on Sunday. Thanks to Christ for giving his time and blood for my sins, for I am a sinners and I'm ashame. So please forgive me God.

This time is also a time for me to think over of my self and assess the things that I need to do. I need to renew the vision and mission that I have promised to myself.

BTW, Im looking forward for a vacation this coming October. I hope it will be pushthrough. Nice night everyone. Thanks a lot peeps. Nytnyt:)

Whats the latest with Rheena?

2009-03-31T21:11:00.000+08:00

Hey, finally I've got a time to manage my blog. Actually I really wanted to post something on my blog but unfortunately due to my busy days I cant afford to do so.

Well, whats new about me? A lot of my readers for sure are waiting for any updates about me. In fact, I have a lot of stories to tell and I dunno where to start hehehe:D

Maybe I can begin with the weather first. It's still cold here in Shanghai. Winter is not yet over and sometimes it is changing. It could be that spring will be late season this year. Anyway, I'm waiting for summer yet I hope its not too hot hehehe:D

When it comes to my work, I'm a bit busy but still managing to cope up with hectic sked of call center hehehe:D.

For my recent travel, I've been to HK for a couple of days and visited my Tita there and also to spend my holiday in theme park like Disneyland:D. It's a nice trip huh, really exciting to travel alone and be more independent, I really enjoy it even I went tin Ocean Park alone taking videos on my self while riding the cable car, so funny experience to try their Airport Express that enables you to check in your baggage while your still in the city and ride in Train going to Airport. Nice trip anyway hehehe:D. Got to check my pictures there.

With regards to my hobby, I'm now influenced to read some self-help books. Its really amazing that I finished reading 5 books and it's a great achievements for me. I have read the following books:

1. Stop worrying and start living
2. How to win friends and influence people
3. Rich Dad, Poor Dad
4. Guide to investing
5. Simplify your Life
6. 7 Habits of Effective People - still on progress:D

For the meantime, my ipod and psp were stuck in my closet hehehe:D

Finally, the rest of my time was engaged on my foreign trade business. I'm selling different items in Manila and I want my money work for me:D hahaha

It's gettin late and I'm really tired so I might go to bed as well. Have a nice day and night everyone.

The Past...

2009-01-11T22:18:00.000+08:00

by Jed Madela

I was wrong when i hurt you
But did you have to hurt me too
Did you think revenge will make it better?
I don't care about the past
I just want our love to last
There's a way to bring us back together

Chorus:
I must forgive you
You must forgive me too
If we wanna try to put things back
The way they used to be
'cause there's no sense in going over and over
The same things as before
So let's not bring the past up anymore

Out of all the good we had
You only keep track of the bad
Though you knew i never really loved her
Didn't anyone tell you yet
That to forgive is to forget
How can you be mad if you don't remember

Repeat Chorus:
I must forgive you
And you must forgive me too
It's the only thing that's left
That we haven't try to do
One thing that i'm sure will work
That we haven't tried before
Let's not bring the past back anymore

Welcome 2009! Goodbye 2008!

2009-01-03T09:50:00.004+08:00

Happy New Year everyone! Sorry for the late greetings, busy with nonsense emotional thingy hahhaha:D

Anyway moving forward, I need to be positive in life. Things that happenned in 2008 should be left behind. Let be bygones by bygones.

My new year's resolution is to become more positive in life.

Thanks for your greetings everyone and may you have prosperous new year.

Life must go on..

2008-12-26T21:38:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas everyone!

I dont want to get so emotional this Christmas but I cant imagine how life brought me here. I need to move on and forget the dark side of life.

Anyway its time to become happy and now since a new year is coming, I hope that it will bring another life to me.

Thanks peeps for reading my blog and happy new year:)

Stop & Stare

2008-12-22T22:20:00.001+08:00

by OneRepublic

This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shaking off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel...
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can you see what I see

They're trying to come back, all my senses push
Untie the weight bags, I never thought I could...
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Gonna run till you can't walk
Something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need

What you need, what you need...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, do you see what I see...

Game Over

2008-12-21T18:38:00.001+08:00

Finally, after all the agony and hardship in the game I've played, I can say that its all a game. Starts in a game and end with a game. And now I do believe that life is a big enigma.

Too fast and too soon as christmas is coming. I never expected a big suprised like this, it really contradict my thoughts. My thoughts of knowing Im living in wonderland yet one day of dreaming end up in a wilderness.

I will just smile coz I know, it will gonna be a roll over, back to where it should be. Thanks life for bringing me on this stiuation, to know where I should stand and to where I should put myself. Even life pushes me around and that way I finally found an answer to questions that keeps lingering on my mind. All I can say is if the bear is used in playing, I dont want to play anymore coz Im not a player on the kind of game you like.

Anyway, 4 days to go and it's Christmas time. Thanks to God for the time and trials I've been through.

KISS - Keep It Simple Stupid :D

2008-12-17T21:57:00.001+08:00

It' was so funny. I read some comment from some readers about my old blog, I really feel that what they are saying are true. It really hurts but thats life...

Btw I just finish doing some financial statement (naks parang truth) well Im busy doing some accounting on my earned income. Earned income that turns into passive income, well im not sure if u were able to follow what Im saying but thanks for the book that Jenn lend me. My financial education has started hahahaha:)) By reading that book it provided me answers on the long talks or long agony I always heard to peeps around me. Now that books explain in it details. Now I do understand the advice I got from my old chinese friend. People who are working are just so called "Slave of Money". Before I thought is a negative comment but in fact it's true. I have a lot of things to shared about that book. Now I realize the people who always say that they don't have money always end up penniless. They are like a donkey with carrot infront of them. Following the carrots hahahha:))

I know I have much a long way to go but this could be a good start. Mind your own business as my rich dad said on the book, hahaha. For me time is more important than money and thats true.

My simple plan is not to become employee for the rest of my life :) That's my plan and I could start in my own lil way with that simple plan.

Anyway, it's getting cold here in SH. Christmas is coming, mind you it's already 8 days before Christmas, I cant really feel it here coz Im busy with something else.

Thanks God for everything and for all the courage He gave me to move on with my life. I owe Him everything.
For this Christmas, may I wish all the love and happiness to our whole world.

Thanks for reading my blog peeps.

Cold Christmas

2008-12-14T21:38:00.003+08:00

Hey everyone, I miss blogging. Been too busy as always, busy with nonsense things hahahaha

Christmas is fast approaching. Cold xmas that will make a cold winter night so freezing.
Well Im just fine and still surviving but sometimes Im tired and I know nothing will happen. For all the fights that I've been through, i know this time I will lose. I know when to stop and where to go but this time, it seems that my life will be saddest part. I will keep moving on though Im deeply wounded.

One thing I wanna say to myself "nakakapagod din pala" at "tao lang pala ako". I know I should be happy, as much as I wanted too. I know soon it will be gone. I'd rather be making my own destiny to one who truly deserve.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

Finally...

2008-09-30T17:46:00.003+08:00

I've been very busy, as always :D I just finished my report for our MBR. I'm so much tired and toxified and I feel restless. Last night, I just finished some report at home because I need to submit it ASAP.

I'm lucky that I have a free slot right now to write all these. I'm currently here at my office relaxing and waiting for the time out. My head is aching as well as my stomach, I havent got my lunch yet so maybe when I got home Im too much hungry heheehe:d.

By the way, China is celebrating a National Holiday from October 1-3 and I'm lucky that I'm following this holiday so I can have enough rest.

Happy Holiday to all here in China. I will be off for these 3 days and be back on Monday for work. Have a nice holiday everyone! Enjoy the crowded place on earth:))

Weather is getting cold so winter is coming to town:D

Ciao!

Here it comes....

2008-09-21T21:28:00.002+08:00

Woah, finally Ive got time to update my blog, I know my friends are waiting for any updates about me, well honestly, I'm quite busy lately and even got time to check my email in other account, that is same with my other blogs hahaha, poor me, isnt it?

Anyway, here I am enjoying Sunday rest at home because yesterday, I just went to fellas flat and roam around SH hehehhe:D

I'm restarting a small business, a small business that I have started long time ago but I wasnt able to continue because I was moved here in SH. Now, I decided to restart it again and I hope everything will be fine. I'm selling some stuff in Philippines, bags, shirts, blouses, pouches and at lot more, I hope it will succeed:D

Weather is fine and a bit hot and humid, sooner or later Autumn will come and then another battle for winter. As early as today, I decided to plan for my winter jacket and clothes hahahaha. So sooner or later, goodbye to all my slippers and flip flops huhuhu.....

About work, I hope everything will be okay soon. I wish the account will soon meet the target so that client will be satisfied with it. I hope account owners can able to find the root cause analysis of that issue. Anyway, I hope all Filipinos in that company get united and help the team.

Another holiday is coming here in China, it's their National Holiday on October so we have 1 week restday. I'm thinking to go back to PI by that time yet no more available seat. I will have good relaxation by that time and I love it:))

So how about you folks, I hope you have your nice weekend too. I will be playing some computer games later so catch you later again...

Have a nice day everyone. Thanks for reading my blog :)

My 29th birthday:)

2008-08-17T21:13:00.008+08:00

Another year in my life had passed. Another life will soon be risen, a start of new adventure.

Last August 15, I celebrated my birthday with some friends. We have our simple dinner on the very night of my birthday. I'm so much blessed and I really thank God for everything that He bestowed on me.

My Mother in Manila also cooked something for my birthday, just to celebrate it even though I’m not there:)

Thanks to all my friends who join me on my special day:) Even though it's raining too hard by that night, we still manage to dine in and got a small tete-a-tete.

Tomorrow is another day, another life at work, hehehe:))

Thanks to Emma and Dove for they are my special guest in my celebration, the only Chinese friends who are invited on my birthday hehehe:))

Catch up some photos last Friday night.

See more pictures on my Birthday:)

Once upon a life....

2008-08-10T20:01:00.017+08:00

Weekend is over, tomorrow is another day; battling for daily living on a wilderness hahaha:D Beijing Olympics was a great hit on 8-8-08 and for Chinese 8 is a lucky number. After 8 here comes 9, my lucky charm and 15 my lucky day hehehe...

I spent my weekends alone, home alone as always. I feel the calmness and peace at home, because sometimes in our life we need to be alone and relax, think and thank as what Fung usually say. For my two days off, I had enjoy myself going for shopping alone, eating alone, watching tv, roaming around in SH alone. I really enjoy my life now. Feel so independent and relax, I can do what I want without any permission and consideration. This is the life that I really like because I dont need to think of others, just think of myself and go with it. I know my friends are there but it just that I like to be alone to feel myself:)

My birthday is coming, I will be having a dinner with friends on Friday night, on the same day, I will celebrate my special day. I'm thinking of a gift for myself, but I think material things doesnt suffice my inhibition hahhaha. But I can say that Im contented with what I have right now. My wish is to travel soon. I need to make it happen by next year promise. No more excuses and I hope everything will be settled soon.

By the way, last last Saturday, we went out for an outing in Dino Beach here in Shanghai. We just spent hot summer there. Got to see some pics there:

For more pics please click here.

August 9, is also a special day for me. Inspiring moment at home but mentally in the world of fantasy hahahaha:))

Anyway its getting late need to go to bed and rest for tomorrow is another battle field.

Thanks for reading and visiting my blog. Have a nice wonderful night my dear fellas.

FishBone grrrrrrr

2008-07-28T21:53:00.002+08:00

Hey everybody, wazzup? Hows life there whereever you are? I hope you're all fine while reading my blog..

Monday, its just like a manic monday hehehe, i really feel lazy to go to work today but I dont have choice, I dont have VL left because I already reserved it for my Christmas Vacation in PI. Well I have it will be pushthrough though it would be a great expense hahahaa, what else you could say when u go back to PI during peak season, everything are so expensive hehehehe:D

Anyway, my day is not really good today, after I was pin by a fishbone in my throat, ew, I hate eating that fish and I wont buy that fish again promise, my whole night was ruin because I almost throw up all the food I ate. Until now, I can still feel that the fishbone is still there. I have eaten a lot pack of rice, swallowed it without grinding hahhaa, I have ate 3 babanas, and 2 big bottle of water and gelatin, all these become a waste after I thew up hahahhaha...I hope this will soon be gone.

Wah, i feel sleepy after all the devastating threw up session I really feel tired and restless, I feel sick hehehehe:D

Well, its gettin hot in here, the weather is too hot and dry. We are planning have our outdoor swimming in Dino Beach and I hope it will be push through, the entrance fee is a bit expensive but we're plannig to get there at noon so the sunshine is not that really hot...

I feel sleepy now and its my bed time...Thanks for reading my blog and hope to keep you updated.

Keep in touch everyone:)

Have a nice night/day wherever you are:)

Summer time in SH

2008-07-20T20:24:00.000+08:00

Another weekend had passed. I need to go to work tomorrow. As usual, another busy weekdays hahahahaha. Well above all, of course I need to enjoy life here in Shanghai and Im loving it. Whenever I feel sad and blue, I also think that Im lucky than others who suffered a lot. So here come what Jenny from the block said "think and thank" hehehhe.

So hows your weekend everybody? I hope it would be as nice as it was?As if I knew hahahahha:d Anyway, today is Sunday and I just stayed a home and watch DVD and eat, rest and nap for a while. This is a simple life that sometimes makes me feel relax and happy even Im alone most of the time. I enjoy being alone, though Im not really a loner type of person but sometimes in our busy life, we want to be alone to think, to realize, to explore our own thoughts and ourself. Actually, Im not alone per se, I have my fishes who are always there swimming around their tank and my lil plants around my room who serves as an absorber of all negative vibes outside the world hahahhaha.

About the weather here its really hot in here. Summer season is covering the changing world of SH. So hopefully our summer outing will be pushthrough. But soon I will miss this hot summer time coz autumn and winter will come soon:D

Anyway, I need to rest now and relax but before that, I will surf online and try to find something on the cyberworld hahhaha..
Have a nice day everyone and enjoy your dinner:)

Hallerrrrrrrrr

2008-07-13T20:52:00.000+08:00

Whew, long last, I've started writing again hahaha, I'm so busy with my life and sometimes, I rather rest and avoid myself to face my laptop. I usually enjoy my life eating and watching and staying at home because it's gettin hot in here.

Well my life is always busy. I seldom write and update my blog. I know everyone is reading my blog and waiting for any update. I would like to let everybody know that Im okay and fine here in Shanghai.

BTW, Im planning to go back in Manila by December. So see you all there:)

June updates

2008-06-16T21:59:00.001+08:00

Whewwww , it’s been month now since my last blog was posted. I do miss blogging really:) Im too much busy with work lately and so tired when I got home. During my weekends, I rather prefer to stay at home and have rest.

I know you keep visiting and reading my blog and waiting for some updates. I’m sorry to all my reader for the late post. Well if you will ask me, hows me? Then I would say that I getting better hehehe. When it comes to work, still old brand new:). With regards to my healthy, I’m so chubby , gaining more weight than usual. I’m not sexy anymore hahaha. Just kidding!

Well, I know everyone will be surprise for reading my new post. My dear friends keep on saying that they will read my blog and check it every now and then. I’m so flattered, knowing that they keep posted with my posts.

For the more than 1.5 months, many things had happen. Earthquake hits Shanghai and other nearby cities. I’m glad that we are still alive and no one was hurt. However in other part of the China, it was a most devastating earthquake I ever seen where almost 69K+++ died and buried alive while 17K+++ are still missing. For the past weeks or reading newspaper and watching the news, my heart really melts and cries for what had happened. It was such a big accident here in China and I can see how people support their countrymen. I admire the spirit of unity they have. Even beggars donated some amount of money. All people are sharing what they have in their own little way.

Now, I begin not to bring work at home because it almost kills my life. As much as I wanted to live normal and not thinking about work when I’m at home, I rather watch TV and enjoy my rest at home. I don’t want to be suffocated by work because it’s not good and healthy.

My life during weekdays is normal. Wake up in the morning and go to work, after 6 go back home then cook and sleep, hahaha:)

By the way, I’m planning to go back in Manila this coming December to celebrate Christmas and New Year with my family. So see you all soon in Manila.

Oh before I forgot, weather here is getting hotter. Summertime again.

Ah I feel sleepy now. Thanks for continuously reading my blog. I will keep you posted soon.

Have a nice day everyone!

No Choice

2008-04-20T22:26:00.000+08:00

Finally after a couple weeks, I manage to write and update my blog:) My friends keep sending me messages and asking about any updates on me and my blog:) I really appreciate all you guys who consistently read my non sense blog hahahaha:))

Just to give you an update, my work is getting better as compare before yet stability is my concern. For the rest of the week I usually bring some work at home, eventhough I hate doing it but I don't have any choice, I need to finish it. My 8 hrs work are not enough to cover it, I even have my 30 mins lunch break just to finish some of my job. Again, I dont have a choice. I just try to help the new account and hope everything will be fine soon.

Eventhough my weekends is not that well due to a repetitive cycle of nonsense inhibition and hallucination of some psychedelic human thoughts, I just rather enjoy it alone. I'd rather find peace and serenity when Im alone than surrounded by negative thoughts. Im planning to hibernate into a nucturnal way of life soon to be very very far from the old traditions and litigations.

I know Im now fighting in the battle of waves and frequencies of life when at the end of it, I will just say to my self that "Here I go again..." Yet so many tears and pains were wasted and I dont think its worthy. And finally, I've reached my limit and this is it.

For now just to comfort myself and get relax I bought a gym ball so I can exercise and relax for sometime. Too many stress coming out lately and I hate it . Anyway, I will just play with my big blue ball:)

It's gettin late and I need to have some rest. Thanks to Guila and Ate Judith for a nice lunch and dinner. Have a nice night everyone!

Psychedelic Thoughts

2008-03-31T22:32:00.000+08:00

Too many things to think about, sometimes, I dont want to be idled so I dont have time to think and occupied myself with all the things that I hate to think about. OMG! here I go again, I keep on ranting and whining, I dont make any sense I think. Anyway, my blog is here, ready to listen to all my nonsense rants and wrath.

As I noticed, as time goes by, I feel that sometimes, I just treat myself with material things which I dont really need, maybe just what I want something new and something to divert all these emotions.

I hope God will give to me my wish soon. Well despite of everything, every pain, every hardship I know, I'll end this way, so what's the difference? Sometimes Im thinking that life isnt fair, yet I keep on thinking those guys who cannot buy foods while me, I can buy what I want. I'm not that rich but I can say that I can manage to buy things that I like. At the end, I end up saying, I'm still lucky:)

But you know, maybe I rather keep all my thoughts to myself since, Im tired of talking and thinking. I think Im desperately melancholic lad who keeps thinking about nonsense thing in life. Sigh!

Whaaaaa! Stop that bullshit psychedelic thoughts, let me talk about the brighter side of life. When everything is fix with my job, I really want to do something different. I dunno what it is yet, maybe soon.

I need to sleep now, I so much tired of thinking, hay watta life:)

Finally...

2008-03-29T00:20:00.002+08:00

Finally, I found myself updating my blog. This is good news for me, hahaha, Im really so much tired and stressed out, I cant even update it as usual.

What's new? Well aside from being stressed out and hagard, I was really preoccupied by something, I was thinking of the top priority in my life. I'm listing down my priority and I hope to follow it soon.

I really feel the blessed singleness hahahaha. I know soon God will give the right one for me. As in the "right one". Anyway, for now, Im enjoying my life and Im doing everything for my family.

Maybe soon, I need to prepare myself for a new beginning and new life, hahaha:))

Anyway, it's almost 12:10am and I'm still awake. I just need to finish my laundry so for tomorrow, I will clean my room and go to the bank, hmmm thinking of something to do, hahaha. I think I really need a theraphy:)

Have a nice weekend everyone!

Ciao!

Crying In The Rain

2008-03-17T22:28:00.001+08:00

By A-Ha

I'll never let you see
The way my broken heart is hurting me
I've got my pride and I know how to hide
All the sorrow and pain
I'll do my crying in the rain

If I wait for cloudy skies
You won't know the rain from the tears in my eyes
You'll never know that I still love you
So though the heartaches remain
I'll do my crying in the rain

Raindrops falling from heaven
Will never wash away my misery
But since we're not together
I'll wait for stormy weather
To hide these tears I hope you'll never see

Someday when my crying's done
I'm gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun
I may be a fool
But till then, darling, you'll never see me complain
I'll do my crying in the rain
I'll do my crying in the rain
I'll do my crying in the rain
I'll do my crying in the rain

Weekend is Over...

2008-03-16T20:11:00.001+08:00

Weekend is over, sigh! I really want more rest. This is the most exhausted experience I ever had. It was really a traumatizing experience. A fear that tomorrow will never comes! You know that feeling that you only do certain things because you need to, and not because you really love doing it. Sort of a mandatory and obligation to do and you dont have any choice by now. It was hard and it's not that easy.

I've been into this kind of life yet I manage to handle it before, but this one, all I can say is OMG! I dunno what will be the future is, but I know this is not a good start.

I dont want to think about regrets but instead I want to be positive that sooner or later everything will be fix, and I know Im not happy and I know I dont have any choice for now. I dont wanna sounds that Im complaining but reality bites. And when it bites, it was really hurtful.

As much as possible, I want to be positive and be away from people who are users! I dont want to say anything about others but when you're fed up and so tired of their beings, all I can say is OMG!

When somebody ask me like, how good I am? All I can say is Im Ok but not fine:D

I want to look forward and look on the brighter side of life instead of ranting and whining in and out. But sometimes you want someone to listen to all your wrath and nonsense whining hahaha. I just pray to God when I need someone to talk to. I just call my family when I feel sad and blue. I just search on net when I feel bored. I just watch TV when I know I need some break. I blog when I need to write and free my mind.

When I feel sad and blue, I just stay at my room and cry until I felt tired. I know I need to release all those emotions. Good thing, God is always there for me and I thank Him for all these.

I hope my father is okay now. I hope that he's doing great and have fast recovery from a stroke.

This is the moment in my life again when I'm in deep stress and problem. Yet Im still here standing still for my family.

God Bless Us All. Have a nice night everyone!

Life, oh life...

2008-03-10T21:30:00.000+08:00

I just got a moment to write on my blog. I really miss blogging again. My life is so BUSY, I even dont have time to visit my friendster and other emails.

Eventhough weekends I really feel tired. I havent gained much from my lost energy for the past weeks. Im still in the state of recovery hahaha.

Actually, I dunno what will happen to me, I know anytime soon, I will surrender and give up. Im just tired of everything promise.

Whew watta a life? I hope my father recover from his mild stroke attack. I'll stop all my unnecessary spending due to some expense at Manila.

My head is spinning when thinking all my problems. I know God is always there for me. So please help me God:)

I will sleep now coz Im really feel tired from work and Im emotionally disturb for what is happening around me.

Im not a SuperWoman

2008-03-02T00:10:00.001+08:00

I hate to go, but it seems that's the only way to let go and to find the true happiness. I dont want to think about regrets because my Indonesian friend told me that never regret because you will never know the results unless you tried it. And once you prove that its not worthy then think what's next.

Recently, I almost died due to overstress that I never felt on my entire life, I can say that Im not a SUPERWOMAN who can do everything, Im not a one man team. I tried to do my best but I think they its over.

This time, I need to assess myself and find the true hapiness and a more suited place for me.

Im looking forward for a bright new life and new work environment. I really feel suffocated and drowned:(

Please help me God.

Brain Dead

2008-02-20T22:53:00.002+08:00

Too much stress is coming on my way, it's really tiring one. I dont even have time to check my email at work, whew! I havent started really the real work I supposed to do.

Damn! Im so numb! hehehe:D

I want to be relax soon. I need some air really! I even lose my appetite in eating and I had lots of muscle cram attacks.

I dont want to think about regrets but a fine line defines it.

I really miss blogging and finally, I spent 5 minutes to write, wuahhhhhh.

I really feel sleepy and tired.

Nytnyt.

Happy Valentine's Day

2008-02-13T21:39:00.004+08:00

Holiday is over, I need to get back to work, it so hard to wake up early due to long vacation, hahaha. I slept late last night because Im still adjusting. I felt that Im so lazy and not in the mood to work hahaha.

Anyway, Im still on training and after that, I dunno what will be my next schedule, nyhahaha. Our project will be on live soon and hopefully it will be a success:)

Well tomorrow is a Valentine's Day so I want to greet everyone a happy happy heart's day! So for all the lovers, lovebirds, and fellas enjoy the heart's day!

By the way, the weather here is still cold, ah freezing still! Good to know that my life is HOT as in HOTIEE nyhahaha:)) even on a cold winter months:d

Gotta go, feel sleepy already. Tomorrow's another day to fill in.

Ciao! And dont forget to get a date! Get me one too hahahaha:))

Xin Nian Kuai Le - Gong Xi Fa Cai!

2008-02-06T07:38:00.000+08:00

Welcome back my avid readers, I seldom update my blog because of busy schedules. And the worst is I dont have much enough time to update it, hehehe poor me....

Anyway, its 7:45am today and about 2 degrees celcius. Im currently on holiday vacation from Feb 6-12 due to Chinese New Year. Well if you will ask me about my plans, I just stay at home and have some rest. Due to bad weather condition, it would be safe if I stay at home and it would be less expense hahaha.

I will be watching DVD for sure because our satellite doesn't work, errrrr, Im really pissed off on that huh? WTF and it was about 1 month. It really sucks huh?

Well I dont want to ruin my days on that f**king satellite hahaha, sorry for my words and Im just really sick and tired of calling the person who put up our satellite.

Well lets forget about that satellite thingy, with regards to my new work, Im still on training and trying to capture everything about MS support hahaha:D I know some but not all. Anyway, Im not on the operation but its a must that I should know the process.

Eeggghhhhhhh so cold, I even got a colds due to this bad weather, at first everyone is delighted by the snow fall but after a couple of continous snow fall I dont like that much, the road is too slippery and many people here in China were in trouble, they dont have water, electricity and food. Many of them who will go back to their hometown were stranded due to high level of snow. I really feel sorry about them.

Today is Ash Wednesday and soon Holy Week will be celebrated.

Anyway, good morning to everyone and thank you for reading my nonsense blog. I know it caught your interest. Hahaha, if you want more chismis just ping me hahaha.

Ciao! Xin Nian Kuai Le, Gong Xi Fa Cai!

First day in Sykes

2008-01-28T21:50:00.000+08:00

Today is my first day in Sykes. Since, I havent calculated yet my travel time going to Wenshui Stn, I woke up early this morning to eat my breakfast, as usual microwable chicken again hahaha, and to take a bath on one winter morning. I left at home around 7:30am then I arrived at Sykes around 8:10am, what a speedy travel huh? Or maybe I was just excited though, hahaha.

And you know what, for how many years of my stay here in Shanghai, this is my first time to experience a heavy snow. It really freezing in here:D

As usual, the tradition of picture taking is always there.

Well the training, its fine and full of laughters. But I will be alone on my QA traning soon. Anyway, its okay its thats my job hahaha:D

I really feel tired because of the travel, a bit far from my place. So I need to to sleep by now.

Ciao!

Last Glimpse at Microsoft

2008-01-21T23:33:00.000+08:00

I finally withdrawn my accounts in Microsoft. I had filled up the clearance form and for soon I will be joining a new company. I really feel so sad because for how many years of my stay in Microsoft, I wouldn't expect that I will be leaving my biggest dream. Working in such a prestigious company is an honor. You can see the difference since Ive been working form almost 8 yrs and I can say that Microsoft is the best from Management to training. However, I know it would be a challenge for me to accept a new role, though I know its for my career and my future life. Good thing that I will be working under Microsoft Account in other vendor company. But this time, I will be no longer working inside Microsoft.

Early this morning, I went to Microsoft to glance my officemates and the company itself and also for the clearance. My manager also setup a farewell lunch for the OLC Seargeants since my other co leads will be resigning soon. After we had our lunch, we go back to our office, and from that time, I feel so sad and many memories have flashback.

I know MS makes me a better person. Thanks to all the people who supported me while Im there. My Manager asked me a while ago if there's opportunity in MS will I going to come back? I told him, YES!

I spend my whole day roaming around Xujiahui area because I will miss it so much, of course part of it is my shopping nyhahaha, nonstop buying hahaha:D

Anyway, life is like that as the movie Forest Gump said "Life is like a box of chocolate, you'll never know what you'll get".

In few daws from now, I will be starting on my new job, though it would not be that much since the support is Microsoft too yet I need to be more prepared, first for the new working environment, new friends, new colleagues and new job:)

I hope I can overcome all the trials and hardships on this new role. I know I can make it, I know Ive proven it during my stay in MS and I believe I will continue to be the way I am. I thank you! hahaha:)

I'll been doing all this for my family and relatives. Soon, I want to treat them for something more special. And also I want to help them in every way that I can. I know there are lot of problems nowadays in Manila but in God's time everything will be in good hands.

Thanks to God and I owe everything to him.

Thanks to you also for reading my blog and for sparing your time for this one. Have a nice day and God Bless US ALL!

Expect the unexpected

2008-01-16T23:37:00.000+08:00

I went back to Office to join the last team meeting and I was suprised when my manager gave me a Team Excellence Award. Thanks for that recognization.

I also treat all my colleagues a pizza and chicken as always, hahahaha:D. It was really a mixed feelings when I leave the office and Im to sentimental person, huhuhu:( I will surely miss them. My v-rocast alias will soon be expired and will be replace by a v-37xxx when I started on Sykes. But anyway, it was such a pleasure working in a big Corporation like Microsoft. It would be an advantage too hahaha:D

I will be on leave and on vacation for a couple of days until my final on board date, so I have my times to relax and sleep. I dont want to go out because for sure, I cant control myself to buy something again and again hehehe. Too much for this month hehehe:D

It's already late and I havent catch up my sleep yet, maybe Ive been used to my nightshift schedule, but Im planning to go back to my dayshift life for next week so I can adjust my body clock.

Its getting colder here in Shanghai and its so windy, I feel lazy stupid sheep sitting in front of my laptop while eating and drinking hahaha: what a stupid life hehehee:D

Anyway, times up, I need to face my PSP, Im tired of surfing net:d

Have a nice day everyone!

Last working day at MS

2008-01-15T22:23:00.000+08:00

Wow, this is it! My final due date has arrived. Huhuhu, goodbye MS, I will surely miss a lot of things here, my manager, my team, my co worker and friends, the ayi, the guards, and everything, huhuhu:) Nevertheless, a much better opportunity is awaiting for me outside this ORG. However, since I will be also supporting Microsoft Account it's glad to know that at least I'm still part of MS.

I swapped my schedule with my colleague here so I can join my last team meeting and also to have some simple treat with them. We had our pizza as our midnight snack with nightshift agents and for tomorrow, Im still wondering what to buy hehehe:d

Anyway, I need to go home by now..catch you later aligator:d hehehe:D

My Magazine :))

2008-01-15T01:59:00.000+08:00

This is my last Monday here in MS. Glad to know that by this moment, we have only few chats hehehee, Im so busy creating some MagMyPic for my fellas and relatives hahaha:D

Thanks to Jenn for introducing this cool site. I made one for my pic too.

Tomorrow will be my last working day and I really feel so sad, a mixed feeling- sort of, huhuhu. Anyway, I would like to thanks all my colleagues and manager here for treating me nice and I really feel proud and glad by all those overwhelming words.

I will be on board on my new job on Jan 28 and I really feel excited and nervous, hahaha:) Just one thing for sure, expect the unexpected....

I got a Chinese Name :"蕾娜"

2008-01-13T22:47:00.000+08:00

Just another long weekend had past, I was on leave for almost 5 days then start working tomorrow night until the next day then my final leave hehehe. My final day in MS is near. I was so much touched by the overwhelming words from my head and subordinates. They even gave me a chinese name "蕾娜' or "LeiNa" that sounds like Rheena the word "lei" means "bud" and "na" means "beautiful" hehehe, thanks for creating a chinese name for me.

My vacation is such an expense, hahaha, I just roam around and as usual, shopping galore, OMG, I cant resist, hahaha, maybe I was just excited for my new job so need to prepare for myself there. I will start a new life in my new job so good luck to me:)

What else? Have you ever experience the feeling of sick and tired? A feeling when you want to give up and surrender? It was really hard but I need to move on. I need to go on with the sail of my own boat. Eventhough I was so really fed up and stuck up on one corner, I keep asking myself, do I just let this thing passed me by? or do i just let someone ruin my day? waaaaaaaahhh, im freaking out here fellas....but anyway, I will just get a plastic bag and shout all out load...

Again, problems are just part of life, they are just every where:) So better keep smiling and enjoy life...

Farewell MS

2008-01-09T05:09:00.000+08:00

Today, I will send my farewell letter to my team. Though its hard but I know this will be another challenges for me and for my career too.

Of course, I created a draft message ahihihi:D Here it goes...

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Hi All,

My last day in OLC will happen in a few days from now. My last working day will be on January 16 and the rest I will be on terminal leave until Jan 19.

In more than 2 years of my stay here in OLC, I have learned a lot and it’s a pleasure working with you guys. In line with this, I want to extend my deepest gratitude to Lily Zheng for believing in my potential and value, to Bruce who gave me opportunity to work in OLC, to Joshua who showed and developed us into a more professional individuals that taken me to new level. To all my mentors namely Dannie, Shawnie, Pam, Cindy and Lamar thank you very much for your help, patience and understanding. Special thanks as well to Sean, Dennis and Leslie for all the help. And to all OLC colleagues and friends I want to send my warmest thanks for the time and cooperation. I will continue to cherish all the memories I had with you during my years of stay in this team.

I really enjoyed my tenure here and I appreciate the opportunity to work with you. Thank you for the support, guidance, and encouragement you have provided me during my time at OLC. Even though I will miss you all, I am looking forward to this new challenge and to start a new phase of my career.

Please keep in touch. You can reach me thru my msn or email me at rheena@gmail.com. Or you can call me at 86-13402090426.

Again, thank you very much!

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What can you say? hahaha would that be fine? Anyway I will send it later before I go home. I have used my Sick Leaves so I can have more rest. I will be working on Jan 15-16 then have another 3 days leave hehehe:D

I want to think a lot during my rest and patch up all the things that I missed and need to do, I need to decide also if I will move to a new flat near to my new office because my friend hopefully will come here to Shanghai to work on same company as well. If she arrived definitely I want to move out to a new flat with her. Maybe I just need to finish my contract with my current flat then transfer.

It seems this time, this will be a big changes for me and I'm not sure of what will happen next, would this be the end? I dunno and thats the thing the lingers on my mind. As of now, Im stuck up and frozen, I need to decide soon. Things doesnt work out the way it should be and may need some changes. I hate to do this but this is the things Im afraid to happen. Owwaaaaa, another chika itetch hahaha! (chikka minute:D). Its up to you to think and create all your illusions hahaha.

Anyway, I will be on vacation until Monday. So enjoy life and thanks for reading my blog.

Have a nice day ahead fellas!

Happy Birthday Jenn

2008-01-03T01:14:00.000+08:00

Lot's of people are thinking of you on your birthday; I just wanted to let you know I'm one of them. Have a wonderful day!

Well well well, its the 3rd of January and its Mactibs birthday yahoooooooooo! Here is my gift to you...A space in my blog hahahaha, I hope for this very special day in your life you may find the true meaning of happiness and contentment.

I know what you have been through and I hope that God will guide you always for every decisions and steps you take. May all your wishes come true.

Wow your already 28 years old, hahahaha, better think twice or thrice, your not getting any younger though:D

I know what you have been through lately and I believe this will make our friendship more stronger. Have faith and keep believing. Detractors are always there so watchout and be careful hahahaha:D Actually I'm waiting for Season II :)) Just joking:) anyway, just learn how to forgive and forget. Move on and be strong. And as you grow older, you will be facing more intrigues and controversies, and life doesn't stop there, just go with it and follow what your heart desires.

Again, happy happy birthday! May this birthday be just the beginning of a year filled with happy memories, wonderful moments and shining dreams.

Year End Recap 2007

2008-01-02T00:36:00.000+08:00

Microsoft, Caoxi, Cybershot T10, Dell Laptop, PSP Pink, Western Unions, Agricultural Bank, OLC, 17th floor, 602, ADSL, chismis, flowers, pink, IKEA, fashion, bags, LV, body butter, fishes, chesnuts, Xujiahui, Costa, blue berry cheese cake, yoshinoya, subway card, foxtown, tilapia, kalamansi, 15, 23, baby bear, bedsheet, i rock, winter, summer, crabs, siomai, kleenex, juice, coffee, starbucks mug, suzhou, paragliding, esprit, H&M, A&C, Mango, tiangge, watson, oral b, mactibs, overdue bills, coca cola, red tea, bakla, ate angie, fat, monet, lilet, ecel, acel, ate bernie, mabel, chats, nightshift, dayshift, midshift, stress, pimples, tears, ip card, love, hate, fear, swarovski, controveries, issues, hearsays, dollars, NetAgent, Talisma, coaching, frustrations, free call, marriot, kisses, misses muah:D

I'm gonna miss all those:) hahahaha:D

Anyway, here are some quotes I wanna share to all of you..

"When one door of happiness closes, another opens, but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened for us." - Helen Keller

"Life can only be understood backwards, but it must be lived forwards."- Soren Kierkegaard

"Men spend their lives in anticipations,—in determining to be vastly happy at some period when they have time. But the present time has one advantage over every other—it is our own. Past opportunities are gone, future have not come. We may lay in a stock of pleasures, as we would lay in a stock of wine; but if we defer the tasting of them too long, we shall find that both are soured by age."- Charles Caleb Colton

Happy New Year! - Resolutions 101

2008-01-02T00:34:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year Everyone!

I wish you all a prosperous new year to come in Year of the RAT :)

With this regards, I would like to list down my New Year's Resolutions as follows:

1. Have more patience.
2. Be more considerate.
3. Control my emotions.
4. Learn to speak out and release my temper.
5. Dont let anyone ruin my day.
6. Treat my self.
7. Share my blessings to others.
8. Be a good observer and watcher.
9. Keep smiling.
10. On diet.
11. Help my family and relatives.
12. Control my passion in collecting bags
13. Less joke.
14. More laugh and happiness
15. Never entertain negative thoughts.
16. Eat more veggies and fish, meaning less meat:D
17. Love your enemy hahaha:))
18. Learn to forgive and forget.
19. Learn to say NO.
20. Save more moolah.

Welcome my Toby - My Pink PSP

2007-12-30T11:33:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year everyone! Im wishing you all a prosperous and safe New Year!

I decided to buy a gift for my self this Holiday Season, I bought a rose pink PSP. My next target is Iphone by February:D hehehehe:D

Aside from that, due to my resignation at MS I really feel sad because Ive been used to it already yet new opportunity comes along the way so I decided to grab it. Anyway that's life :) I just pamper myself for my shopping galore hahhaha:D

Yet I need to save more money for my upcoming plans:)

Again, Happy New Year and God Bless Us All.

Christmas is over

2007-12-27T07:32:00.000+08:00

Well my vacation was finished too. Im now experiencing headache syndrome due to change of schedule. Wuah, I realy feel so annoyed and I want to go home now huhuhu. I want to file leave for 1 month and stay at home and sleep. It's really hard to work on 24x7. No holidays and shifting schedules heheheeh:d I hope in my new work it's a dayshift hehehehe:D
I wanna sleep and my eyes are now shutting down:D Can I just sleep here hehehehe:d

Anyway, I dont feel to write much coz my head is really aching. I just need some rest.
Bye for now.

Christmas Party Ever...

2007-12-22T02:07:00.000+08:00

Today is our Christmas Party that will be held at Karol's flat. I swapped my schedule with my officemate so I have much time to cook Embutido. And to have a good rest before the party begin. After a couple of hours, I will be going back home because I never had much sleep lately due to my considerable offer:D

Finally, I had filed my resignation to MS and I will counting days and I'll be working on a new environmeng with a new location:D.

My head is really heavy and I really need to have some rest. OMG, Im still adjusting on my new schedule.

Anyway, I will be off on Christmas Eve but for sure I will be online for the whole holiday season!

I hope Santa will come on my flat and gave the iphone Ive been waiting for, hahaha:D

Banker's Offer - Deal or No Deal

2007-12-21T06:57:00.000+08:00

I found some time now to post on my blog. I really miss blogging. Before, my blog is always updated but now, since I dont have much ample time, I update it once in a while. I hope this will be the start of blogging day, hahahaha:))

Well what's new, I have accepted a new job offer from Sykes under Microsoft Project. The package offer is a bit good than here. I rejected the position for Sr. Team Lead but I choose the QA position, its more on a Management Level. Since the support is MS it would be a little easy for me since Im also from MS. They took advantage of me huh? hehehehe:)

Anyway, Im finished creating my resignation letter but I haven't submitted it to my Manager. Actually I already told him about this beforehand.So by on Jan 21, which is my last day at MS, I will be on rest for a week before boarding on new work.

I know it would be a new challenge for me. The place is quite far from my current home. I haven't decided yet if I will move to a new place or not. I will check it first:)

Enough for those transition. I will really miss MS and my co worker here. I been used with the process and system in my team and a new job could be a lil bit new to me:D And for sure, many Filipinos are also working on that company here in shanghai so, I'm glad to meet them soon.

Anyway, I want to enjoy my last days here in MS. My timer starts now hehehehe:D

Well well well, I dont want to think that much first, I'm still here and still working in nightshift:)

OMG, 4 days to go and it's Christmas time in the City. I filed my vacation leave on that day and same on New Year' Eve.

Whew! I forgot to buy something for myself huh? well, as I promise to myself when I move to a new work, I will buy Iphone as a gift. I will wait for it to be release in Asia before I buy.

Anyway, I need to go home by now. I really feel sleepy and restless. Good morning everyone and have a nice day ahead.

Ciao and Maligayang Pasko po sa inyong lahat!

Moving on...chika to...

2007-12-20T07:29:00.000+08:00

Well another saddest part of my life is when I decided to move on. It's really hard for me though but I know it will be good on the other side. I haven't decided yet but within this week, I need to get it push through. I dont want to regret all this stuff yet I need to do it for my family and myself. I thank God for giving me another opportunity and I know this is another level. It might be different but I will do my best to give all that I have especially my intellectual and mental capabilities heehehe:))

So for now, I want to have full rest before I go to the battle:) I will equip myself with enough power to move on.

By the way, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to all readers. Keep smiling everyone! Be happy!

Merry Christmas Shanghai

2007-12-18T07:44:00.000+08:00

Chritmas is coming so fast and sometimes it never cross my mind hahaha:)). Well, I just wanted to thank all my readers for constantly reading my nonsense blog but it make sense to them:D

Well what's new, of course too many things had happen but better forget about it coz it doesn't make sense to me anymore. I'm enjoying my life and I'm happy with it.

Negative vibes are just around the corner and let them intrude the mystic world of darkness hahaha.

I wish everyone peace and good health. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

It's Christmas time...

2007-12-07T15:45:00.000+08:00

Well, OMG! It's Friday again, its been a long time since I haven't posted any updates, I know my fellow bloggers and readers are awaiting for my post, hahahaha:)) Anyway, Im just busy with some work here in the office, though Im working on a normal schedule from 7am-4pm, but soon it will be change from a war freak schedule from 12am-8am, hahaha, terrible isnt it?

Well, I dont have a choice right now, its a rotation that's why. By the way, Christmas is fast approaching and I havent went on Christmas shopping, I think I had much enough clothes, shoes, bags and etc, hmmm maybe waiting for my package from my cousin, hahahaha:)) Anyway, I dont have problem in sending money because I had sent it already so I dont have anymore moolah here. So I need to watch out my expenses or else no IPhone by next year hahahaha:))

I feel so sad whenever I heard not so good news from my family, friends and relatives from Manila and I know how hard the life was in Philippines nowadays and I'm so sad for that situation. So since Christmas is coming, I tell to myself that instead of buying Iphone this Christmas, I will distrubute some little amount to my relatives who badly need some help.

Lately I've been home alone since Ate Angie is so busy with her shools and tutors. More moolah for Ate, and her bday is coming so soon, another year to come hehehehe:D Happy Birthday Ate Angie! We never had a chance to have tete-a-tete :D

Anyway, I need to go home by now and need to rest for weekends is coming and so thus friends too:D

I've been dreaming of a White Christmas

2007-11-26T15:58:00.000+08:00

OMG - 29 days to go before Christmas, huhuhuhu, its my 3rd time to celebrate Christmas here in Shanghai, and I promise to myself that for December 2008, I will go back in Manila to celebrate it with my family and friends.

By the way, thanks to all my friends who keeps reading my blog. I havent posted any updates lately due to busy schedule. Thanks for keeping intouch:)

Christmas is fast approaching, I want to jot down some of my Christmas wish lists:

1. Iphone
2. Sony DVD recorder/Camcorder
3. Lacoste bag
4. Spa treat
5. Portable DVD player
6. Brand new shoes
7. External HDD
8. New watch
9. New bedsheet
10.Nike outdoor bag - small

Well well well, I hope this Christimas, will bring more happiness and blessing to me. Thanks to God for everything:)

Why o why?

2007-11-07T21:33:00.000+08:00

OMG! Its been a long time since I haven't posted anything, why o why? hehehhehe:D Just simple because, Im too busy! I don't have much time even to check my personal email. My whole time is devoted to work, hahhahahaha:)) Too many work, too many things to do. I dunno why o why o why:)

Well just to let you know, Im now working on day shift from 7am-4pm, what a nice sked right? But a lil compensation, hahhahaha:)) Thats life isnt it?

I need to go to sleep now, its getting late and need to wake up early tomorrow.

Where do we go from here?

2007-10-26T14:19:00.000+08:00

Another Friday has come and working time is over, I hope there are more vacations that work, hahahahhaa:)) NADA - just a thought!

Anyway, I felt that my restday is not enough, I dunno why, when I go out for one particular day, I want to do everything then on the next day, it would be a complete rest, and of course its my time to clean my room and my lil baby. I bought different pairs of fishes. Tropical and yet colorful fishes. I hope they will survive during winter:). Fish keeping is my another hobby, aside from cooking and eating. I hope my fish will last long.

Turning point: Where do we go from here?
For this past days, I usually heard this question. And now, I would like to reiterate this question again: Where do we go from here? whew! what can I say? hmmmm...just smile and wait for it:)

I really feel sleepy and not in a good mood lately. As if I want to have vacation for 1 week, hahahaha, I really wanted to.

Anyway, have a nice day ahead to everyone and happy weekends!

Hello World!

2007-10-23T23:47:00.000+08:00

Whew, its been a long time since I blogged. Almost 2 weeks to be exact. I'm pretty much busy I think:)

Well well well, many things had changed so fast. Ate Bernie will move to Singapore for another opportunity, I wish her good luck and more strength since she will be all alone for a while. And I really appreciate all the help she done to me. I lived for a couple of weeks on their flat when I first came here. I owe that one to her and to Acel.

I'm all alone too here in MS, Jenn left also for some good opportunity in other company as well. And I wish her good luck as well. It will be another challenges for her too. And I hope she get contented with it:)

Last weekend, Ate Bernie celebrated her desipedida, in Papa John's everyone enjoyed the food. Thanks Ate Bernie! Then we went to Xintiandi, we stayed in Paulaner for some couple of drinks and then Starbucks treat by Pekita, hehehehehe:D What a great weekend isn't it?

Then on Sunday, I bought a new fishes for my lil aquarium, I hope they will survive during winter:) It's getting cold her by the way. Errrrrr hehehehehe:d

Anyway, its already 12AM, need to go back home. Time's up!

Good morning everyone!

Blogging again and again.

2007-10-12T11:49:00.000+08:00

Got a time to blog, Im here at our Office, just finished my Calibration Meeting. I'm still waiting for the time and my I'll be having my lunch, Im a bit hungry and sleepy. I sleep almost late last night though I didnt go online.

Thanks God it's Friday and weekends is coming over. Yehey, I have lot of time to rest, yet I'm not sure if I can have that since we have visitors at home. I realy dunno what to say and do. Maybe i will just stay at my room and go out:)

Well well, just setting up my plans this coming weekends...

When You're Gone

2007-10-05T10:00:00.000+08:00

by Avril Lavigne

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
They lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
mMm
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I just like this song and that's it:)

Fed up

2007-10-04T15:19:00.000+08:00

People may come and go, some friends may stay and some must go, others had changed and some are not. You get to know more and more about each person as you get along with. You will discover many things. Some will hurt you and some will leave marks, some are true and some are not. Recently, I really never expected to hear some annoying words, I cant totally accept it. Im was truely hurt and Im ready to face the consequence of it. Im sick and tired and Im totally fed up. This is the so called, fucking fed up. Anyway, thats life....

Crocodile's Tear

2007-10-03T01:11:00.000+08:00

My tears were wasted, I know I shouldn't cry but I cant help myself. Im controlling myself in anger and I must need to do it. Im too much disappointed and I cant even imagine, this is the biggest nightmare in my life. I thought everything is okay, I thought it will be smooth, I thought, just like I thought....

Until it reach the due, I wont say anything. Im sick and tired of all this bullshit cirles. Hey wake up, your not a child, dont act as if you're immature. Too bad, you proven my conclusion.

Days are so fast, let wait for the right time and lets see.

Margarita spoke...

2007-10-02T11:13:00.000+08:00

"...Sometimes, I keep asking myself why do we need to get hurt in loving, as I know Love should be sweet and something uplift your emotion to a highest level. Yet, time comes and you were bitten by the so called pain. I know, in every relationship, have it. And that is the saddess part. I know how painful it is, how terrible the emotion is, and how it leave scars into your heart.

So sad to hear a stories of those betrayals, pain and others alike, I cant help myself to hear such heartbreaking news, you know and if ever felt that before, you know how hard it is.

If I can only cry out loud and show my real emotion, I think I will blew out a biggest story in mankind, hahhahaha, WTF:d

Anyway, as of now, I want to move on. I want to continue my life as normal as before. I dont want to think much, coz no matter how I think and think, I feel like Im just an idiot trying to make myself believe of one thing.

In my mind, I have a lot of questions, thoughts, ideas and words to say or ask, yet I preferred not to. I know I will never get an answer to it and besides, after all these, I will just end up a loser. I know everything is useless so I need to make up my mind now.

I know, a lot of people loves me, my family and friends are here for me, yet I need to be alone and think of myself, my future and my life.

Pain and heartaches are always part of our life. It spices up our life though sometimes, its part of being a human. Too sad, I need to undergo another trials in my life.

Sometimes, I thinking to stop this bullshit thing, I know I can make it soon. And I will leave a normal life as I deserve. I just write as my brain dictates. And for now. I need peace and need to burst out whats inside of me...."

As Margarita spoke her insights and emotions. I just want to embrace her to comfort and feel that life is not as easy as it should be, yet we need to overcome all the trials and hardships. Better start a new life and dont let other people use you...

TGIF

2007-09-29T00:10:00.000+08:00

It's another weekend post, its my last day of work. Thinking of something this weekend, maybe another shopping spree, it's holiday here from Oct 1-3, so there are lots of sales huhuhu, I hope I can control myself from buying stuff, wuahhh, Im going to shopping places later, I hope I can do it, hehehehehe:D.

It's almost dawn now and Im still awake, to be exact its now 2:45am. I dont have work tomorrow. Me and Karol will go somewhere after lunch to have windows shopping:)

I will sleep by 3am. I just watch some video's online then go back to my bed, hehehehee:D

Anyway, have a nice weekend everyone and TGIF.

What's on Rheena?

2007-09-22T06:10:00.000+08:00

Well well well, long time no post, Im too busy with work and with my graveyard shift, I feel that I dont have much time in blogging, even when Im at home, I use to check email and watch movies online hehehe, and for sure, I will become more busy on the succeeding days. I hope to manage my time and hope to relax during my weekends. Actually, during my weekends, I dont want to open my pc and check my emails, coz I want to feel that during weekends, it my time for myself and to have fun. I really feel exhausted these days and I dunno why? Hmm maybe I was just tired:) Anyway, I will be shifting to new sked and it will be from 3PM=12PM, oh wah, midshift right? Hahahaha goodluck to me.

Anyway, that shift is much better than nightshift, yet the pay is much lesser than you expected on nightshift, that's why I love working on nighshift. This is only way for me to earn more molaah, huhuhuhu:)

What else, my buddy Jenn will leave MS soon and she found a new job offer which is good. I hope she can easily adapt on the new company she will be in to. Goodluck to her!

I hope and I wish, I can have my vacation this coming Christmas and New Year. I want to treat myself for something new.

Ahh, Im so tired today. I really need a break:) Anyway, is my off and I hope everyone have a wonderful weekends.

Thanks for reading my blog and Happy weekend.

Ciao!

Mandy Moore - Umbrella Lyrics

2007-09-13T19:19:00.000+08:00

I heard this song and I like it, Mandy's put much emotion on this one and I really absurb it:)

You had my heart
and we'll never be world apart
Maybe in magazines
but you'll still be my star
Baby cause in the Dark
You can see shiny Cars
that's when you need me there
With you I'll always share
Because...

When the sun shines
We’ll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be your friend
Took an oath
I'mma stick it out 'till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Told you we still have each other
You can stand under my Umbrella
You can stand under my Umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(ella eh eh)

These fancy things,
will never come in between
You're my entity
Here for Infinity
When the war has took it's part
When the world has dealt it's cards
If the hand is hard
Together we'll mend your heart
Because ...

When the sun shines
We'll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be your friend
Took an oath
I'mma stick it out 'till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Told you we still have each other
You can stand under my Umbrella
[Umbrella lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

You can stand under my Umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella

You can run into my Arms
That's okay don't be alarmed
(Come into Me)
(There's no distance in between our love)
Gonna let the rain pour
I'll be all you need and more ooohh
Because ...

When the sun shines
We'll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be your friend
Took an oath
I'mma stick it out 'till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Told you we still have each other
You can stand under my Umbrella
You can stand under my Umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(ella ella eh eh eh)

It's raining
Ooo baby it's raining (raining)
baby come into me
Come into me
It's raining
Ooo baby it's raining
Come into me
Come into me

At last you showed me who you are...

2007-09-13T18:30:00.000+08:00

I'm so damn tired, I dont want to speak, It's better to be like this, so many things to tell, yet I preferred to be quite, to be solemn and be like this, nothing will happen if I did, so better keep like this. The person whom Im expecting to be there is gone already. So be it, life is like this, and now all I can say and do is smile and goodluck.

People have their own reason and purpose in life but when we become one of their reasons, it's a different thing to discuss, it could be in good or bad way, either way, YOU are still his/her reason.

I just keep quite and smile and at last now I know you well.

Suzhou Amusement Park Trip

2007-09-11T05:39:00.000+08:00

My weekend is full of fun, me and some fellas here went to Suzhou for a trip. I take my halfday leave just to meet the early train ride. We took a train going to Suzhou that took 45 minutes. Eventhough I don’t have much sleep, I decided to join and enjoy, in my first day, I really feel restless and tired yet still continue the fun and the trip.

We went to the Tiger Hills are they called it, it's the number one scenery on that place. Then on our next day, we went to Suzhou Amusement park where I enjoy much.

Eventhough, I haven’t try some of the thrilling rides, I really enjoy myself in the cable car and in para-gliding and some none height thrilling rides. Whew what a fantastic trip.

We really enjoy a lot on that out of Shanghai Trip. It's my first time to ride in a cable car and also do a para-gliding hehehehe:d See some of the photos taken in Suzhou, China, last Sept 8-9, 2007.

Oh boy..

2007-09-07T06:45:00.000+08:00

I really feel bad today. I heard my name being brag into a conversation here in the office and I asked the person about it. Gosh, he cant accept the fact the I failed him on coaching. My God, he keeps on urguing about it and he is so boastful and arrogant, duh, look first the spelling and grammar you have, more worst than mine..Oh boy... I admit, I got same error too and Im a not linguist or a English doctor, yet, at least I know and I accept my mistake.
I confronted the guy who keeps on murmuring with chinese colleagues here and he said nothing..

Oh common dont be such a fag...

Is there such thing as forever?

2007-09-04T18:19:00.000+08:00

I keep myself asking if there is such a thing as forever? In a relationship, it's good while it last, yet I adore those who can stand still despite of every trials and hardships. I cant stand are those people who dont have emotions and heart to hurt and use people. Im not sure if that is what you call love or just for a reason. I feel so sad to all those who are now suffering beause of this. I believe everyone of us experience such thing and lucky for those who haven't. Yet I'm also thankful that in every way God showed me the way.

In our life we usually fell down yet we need to stand up to keep ourself. Sometimes we really need to choose. We need to make decisions but it is so hard. And part of it is the word SACRIFICE.

You must need to let go and free ourselves. We need to leave a normal life like we used to do. As they said, when your inlove, most of the time you get lost in reality hahahhaha.

Anyway, so much for this love thing, as long as Im here, I love you daddy, hahahaha a famous line from my friend who are now in NZ. I miss you guys.

Well aside from that matter of the heart. I need to enjoy myself. I need to budget myself for all my expenses. Hahahaha, sometimes I forgot, I need to save for my future plan, hahahaha.

BTW, its been raining since last week, the weather is now changing and soon winter will come. So goodbye to all my summer clothes and slippers and welcome my winter clothes and warmers:D

Jenny

2007-09-03T22:49:00.000+08:00

by Click Five

She calls me baby, then she won't call me.
Says she adores me and then ignores me.
Jenny, what's the problem?
She keeps her distance and sits on fences.
Puts up resistance and builds defenses.

Jenny, what's the problem?
You leave me hanging on the line.
Every time you change your mind.

First You say you won't, then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.
I"m standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.
Jenny, it's killing me.

She needs her own space. She's playing mind games.
Ends up at my place saying that she's changed.
Jenny, what's the problem?
I'm trying to read between the lines.
You got me going out of my mind.

First, you say you won't, then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.
I'm standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.
Jenny, it's killing me. It's killing me. It's killing me.
Jenny.

First, you say you won't, then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on, and I'm not moving on.
I'm standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.
Jenny.

First, you say you won't, then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.
I'm standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.
Jenny. It's killing me. It's killing me. Jenny.

Trip to FuChunJiang

2007-08-28T05:39:00.000+08:00

I'm so tired today, I really feel sleepy and my body want to lie down and sleep. This weekend we went to Fu Chun Jiang to have some team building. It's about 4 hours drive. We stayed there for almost 2 nights and 3 days. After my duty in the morning at 8am, I waited till 1pm to go to that place, meaning, I dont have enought sleep. I really enjoy my stay there, though it was tiring enough, imagine, we swim even though we're not wearing our swimwear hahaaha, and my colleagues wear her dress while swimming hahahahha:D.

The most enjoyable is the memorial ride as they called it, for 10RMB you will be in memories because if the mini bus ride fall on the cliff then goodbye hahahaa, all remains in memories:D

See some of our photos:

After eating lunch on Monday, we need to go back to Shanghai and start our normal life. Me I went home to have some lil rest and then go back here to work to start my working hours, and now, I really feel sleepy.

Please check this video on our Memorial Bus Road Trip: It's was really a memorial day when we fall on the cliff, hahaha:d

Memorial Road Trip:D

I Love Pink

2007-08-22T18:46:00.000+08:00

Eversince, I really love pink colors, maybe because Im a femme ahihihi:d Anyway, soon when Im aged already, not sure if I will change my preferred color, thats for sure, hahahahaha:)) In my room, I have a pink curtain, pink bedsheet, pink accessories, pink bags, pink shoes, pink clothes, pink shorts, pink dress, pink digicam, pink toothbrush, everything is pink too girly isnt it? hhahahahaha:)) I dunno why I love pink, oops baby pink color only. Maybe its very cold in my eyes and as they said pink means "inviting love" hahhahaha, good meaning isn't it, so let me invite love to everyone:D

Well ,as I open my Internet Explorer, I saw this article about "Girls Really Do Prefer Pink". And it answers why Im one of them:d

Post Birthday and Hauz Warming

2007-08-22T18:37:00.000+08:00

Finally, Im over it, and time is now manageable, neither too hectic nor too complicated. I can breathe and I can relax now, but still adjusting on shift yet it would be easy now.

Last Saturday, we celebrated my post birthday and also our house warming. It was a casual get together and chikka to the max. Got to see the invitation that I've created hehehehehe:d

By the way, thanks for attending on the said celebration.

And for this coming weekends, Im not around since we have a 3 days trip to Zhejiang province in China, its about 4 hours road trip. Hope I will enjoy the ride:)

Freakin out me..

2007-08-17T22:54:00.000+08:00

My God, im freakin out in anger, bullshit, my day starts with this fuckin guy who push me out of line in Lawson store. Im really pissed off, what the heck with this chinese who told me to fall in line, what the fuck? Ive been waiting on my turn to pay the drinks I bought then this guy push my away using his elbow, errr, I shouted at him and told him what he's problem and common, I came before him.

I lose my temper on that guy and I almost threw my drinks on his face. Im not that kind of person who do not fall in line, my God, I cant accept that accusation for my entire life...and until now, I want to spunk that guy...waahhh.

Anyway, I need to stay kewl or else may whole day will be in trouble. Im beginning to hate some chinese people. And hope it wont come to a point when I hated them all, hahaahha:)) I know there are some good chinese people but not all.

It's my 28th birthday!

2007-08-15T04:44:00.000+08:00

It's my birthday today. Jenn suprised me with a birthday cake. I'm having a 1:1 meeting with her and my officemate inform us to get back online since we have lots of customer due to site down. When I came back Jenn handed a cake with candle on it hehehehhee:d and take note, I got a burn from a lighter that touched on my skin, huhuhuhu but its okay now. And Jenn treated me a lunch, hehehehe.

I'm now 28, still single and enjoying hehehhe:d Well that's life:). Another milestone had passed and a new more years to come.

Fellas, foes, countrymen, officemates thanks for all the greetings.

Graveyard on the go..

2007-08-11T21:38:00.000+08:00

Finally, my term has been ended. I hope I will not be as busy as before. Though a lot of things must need to be done. Since our shift changed, I will take nightshift starting from 11PM-8AM our time:) So back to graveyard shift.

Well, my birthday is coming so soon and for sure I will be sleeping in that day:)). I'm planning to celebrate it with my fellas on Saturday. I will cook some food and have some simple get together. With that, Im thinking of something to give to myself. Actually, my new laptop is the advanced gift to myself, yet, I'm thinking of something to buy like a new HDD camcorder or a new cellphone, yet, I'm still thinking twice and Im thinking if that is necessities or accessories?Im planning to upgrade to Nokia 3G phone yet Im thinking of my brother's request for a CP. Hmmmmfff, still thinking...
Better yet, save more money for my vacation hehehehehhe, I need to be wise cause I'm facing a lot of expenses lately:))

On my birthday, I wish, good health for me and may family and to approve my visa going to Europe, if not, it's okay,better go to other country or go back to my origin:).

Awwww, I really feel sleepy now, coz I woke up early this morning to go to work for a 4 hours OT. Luckily, someone treated me for a lunch, thanks a bunch, hehehehhee:))

I need to sign off by now. Catch you later:)

Burnout!

2007-08-07T21:26:00.000+08:00

I really feel so tired and burnout! My God, I was never as busy as this in my entire life:d I really need a break! Deadline of reports and project had conquer my life:d hahahahha:)) I really need a rest coz my brain is dead already. Cant think of something right now. I need to do a lot of stuff yet, my body need some rest.

Ciao! Good night!

Collections and updating

2007-08-04T11:55:00.000+08:00

Before, I was dreaming to have a Louis Vuitton bag or wallet. And now my dream come true, My cousin in Netherland gave me a wallet and a bag of Louis Vuitton made in France. Luckily, may dream came true. She send me this wallet and bag through courier as a gift. She's also the one who gave me a lot of Mango bags and shirts, Fossil watch and different perfume. So, Im very lucky isnt it? Hahahaha:)) Because, when I'm in the Philipipnes, I cant afford to buy LV coz it's very expensive.

I'm not really a designer brand addict. I can wear any non branded things, yet the most thing I hate is to wear a fake one. It's okay for me to wear a non branded where I bought in Divisoria on just around the corner than wear a thing that is branded but fake hahahaha:)). I don't scrutinize who wears it yet, people have their own style. Because I wear anything even it's just a local brand or even no names at all. As long as your comfortable with it.

Here are some of my bags collection from LV yet the white bag is not LV its bag from Paris as well:

Someday, when I can go to Paris and other country in Europe and hopefully they will allow me to do so, and Im crossing my fingers on that. So I need to save more money now:D. I'm not expecting my Euro Trip because it will cost me a lot and need to have my paper fix here. They need a lot of things or document needed where I can support it yet my problem is a bank account, they requires thousands dollar, yet I can provide one but of course with the help of my cousin, hahahhahaa:d but hope Netherland Embassy can allow me to do so:D

I really want to go to Paris, and thats my another dream:) I want to go upstair in Eiffel Tower yahooo, just like the picture of my cousin. I will let me digicam captured every moments in Paris and other neighboring country in Europe. If ever, they will allow me to travel, its a success for me, success to fulfill my dreams in travelling

Well well well, enough enough enough. Need to go back to reality har har har. I will staying at home during my off and maybe eat and watch dvd and also do some office work hehehehe:d I will try to make some embutido as well.

I'm so much busy with work in the past months and hopefully to manage everything in time. I just renewed my passport yesterday and after that, I need to fix my working visa then fix my travel plan. If God allow me to do so then let it be:)

Kunshan Trip

2007-07-30T21:56:00.000+08:00

It was just a sweaty and hot weekend, yet we were very happy. My day off is such a great on. Last Friday, I accompany Ate Jovy, a newly met pinay here in Shanghai to go on shopping. I went out in the afternoon because, I really feel so lazy because of the hot summer day. I also bought our tickets going to Kunshan on that day, since Im not sure for what time I will be going back from strolling. Im so tired of walking and eating hehehehe last Friday. However, last Saturday we went to Kunshan, just 20 minutes travel by train. I'm so excited because its my first time to ride a train going outside Shanghai. Hahahaha, nice experience. Im used to ride a subway here but just around Shanghai, this time, I expand my way to go further, hahahaha, just a neighbooring province of Shanghai. For next time, we are targetting to go way out more than farther than Kushan.

The weather is terrible hot, too bad there's no aircon in the house of my friend's friends. Got no choice hehehehe:D Maybe I can go there some other time when the weather is cold:D

Our supposed to be early departure was rebooked due to heat. We bought another ticket at night and we arrived here at our flat around 9pm and Im so tired and restless.

Since it was a hottie and sweatie weather hehehehe:D we just stayed at home and watch tagalog movies:D, but the night before that, we went to the Traveller's Pub where Kuya Nick , Edwin and Ate Jenny and Ai performed so we stayed there at late night.

It was just another trip and Im expecting more in the near future.

See some of our photos: